Hello, welcome to this episode, fatty so pleased to have you here. How you doing? How's life? I'm feeling pretty obsessed at the moment. Because I've watched Hamilton now I'm not necessarily a big musical theater fan, although I not really true I am. What am I journal idea? I am. And anyway, so it's out on Disney Disney plus now. And why? Why does it get stuck in your head? Like what the heck the songs? There's so good. Xena and you're vaguely into musicals or whatever, then go and watch it or listen to the soundtrack because it's really good. I'm really obsessed with you'll be back. You'll be back. Once again. That's not the words, but that's a little bit of the words and satisfied. So God Oh my gosh. But yeah, go check it out. But today, I'm feeling like, Oh, I've had this new experience. Oh my gosh, so. So I'm asthmatic. And for the last year, my asthma has been really bad and been like struggling to breathe and I've been like putting it off, you know, just taking more inhalers. And then in the last couple of weeks, it's just, you know, got really bad. And so then last week, a few days ago, I'll call my doctor and I was like, I'm still having struggle, traveling, breathe, and it's just my asthma. And she's like, Oh my God. She didn't say Oh, my God. She like okay, you need to go and get tested for Coronavirus. You know, just to rule it out and go and see the doctors and in the hospital and stuff. And so they were like you have to go today. And so I went in and I went to this this place where they screen people for Coronavirus, Your Honor to go in until they like they come to your car and then you go in and then everyone's wearing like masks in the face screens and you know, most protective gear and I was like oh my God, what's going on? And yeah, they listen to my chest and all that type of stuff and all my symptoms, which were just that I couldn't breathe. And they were like, Oh, well, we think this is not your asthma. This is anxiety. And I was like, interesting, because I've never been diagnosed with anxiety, like I have depression, and it's pretty manageable for the most part. But I'm not necessarily an anxious person. And so when they said it's anxiety, I was like, Oh, wow, I never knew that anxiety could be manifested in not being able to breathe properly. Because I was like, Yeah, I mean, taking like 20 pops of my inhaler a day and it's not really working and they're like, Okay, well, it's not your asthma then. Like it makes sense because I have had probably one of the most challenging years of my life this year, one of the most challenging obviously not as challenging as being homeless and abused, but it's kind of getting up there. I've had a lot of things just it's just been a really unlucky year and almost every single part of my life something unlucky or unfortunate has happened. And yeah, it's obviously manifested in not being able to breathe properly. So if you hear me being like And then you know what it is anyway. And then so I also went to get the corona test and I'm in Ireland, right and this stuff, this is all free. It's all done so quickly. And so then I drove drove to another location where I you know, you stay in your car, and then they come and immediately I got through because there's no one else there. In Ireland, we don't have many cases at all, and the government is not like we can, Trump will feel sorry for any of you Americans. Anyway. And then I got the, if you're curious what the test is, they put like a little swab at the back of your throat takes a couple of seconds. And then they put this that this I didn't I didn't see it because like my head was back, but it must have been about 17 meters long, this swab to get it into the back of like, your your nasal cavity and they put it in and and it's it's it's a weird sensation. I'm not I'm not gonna lie, it's a weird sensation. And then they just do a little diddling. And then it's done and the nurse at you like the eyes, my eyes were watering. And I was like, Oh, my bangs, and that's it. Anyway, so, um, yeah, anxiety, different, it different a new new experience for me. And really, I think it's, you know, my lack of education about what anxiety could be like that I had never, I was like, Oh, it makes you not be able to breathe. This is strange.