631. Change Leadership, Critical Hope + Building Cultures We Don’t Have to Heal From - Lindsey Fuller, Jon McCoy and Becky Endicott | Otter.ai

631. Change Leadership, Critical Hope + Building Cultures We Don’t Have to Heal From - Lindsey Fuller, Jon McCoy and Becky Endicott

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Becky Endicott

00:00

Becky. What's happening? Favorite human alert right now, happening in the house.

Jonathan McCoy

00:06

I mean, to have Lindsay fuller in this house means the world she's been in our feed this entire season, friends, and I hope that you have not missed gather at the well, because I want to give some context. You know, we believe that what starts here ripples, and we believe that in our bones, that we don't want to just be talking about things, but we want to be integrating them into our life. And when Lindsay and her team at the teaching well came to us with this concept of, what does that look like in a media form, how can we actually create a podcast that teaches and talks about the things and put it into practice and wrap you in resources to gather at the well emerged, and we're just wrapping up really a second season all about human centered leadership. You know, human being, human centered is not about being comfortable. It's about being courageous. And we're going to dive in today with Lindsay about the takeaways from the series. Why, if you've missed it, what you need to go back for, and if you've been tracking along, we want to highlight just some things that we don't want to get forgotten in the feed. So if you don't know Lindsay Fuller, She's the Executive Director of the teaching Well, one of our favorite orgs that is living this out loud that they're not teaching ideas, they're teaching principles that are working for them in real time. So Lindsay, welcome back to the show. It's always good to see you.

Lindsey Fuller

01:16

Thanks for having me. You know, I love to be

Jonathan McCoy

01:19

here, Lindsay. I mean, when you think about this journey through this series, what's the thread that you really hope people carry with them?

Lindsey Fuller

01:27

Yeah. I mean, I think that there are so many ways that we have agency that are overlooked. And when I think about the reclamation of our well being and how much of our life we spend working, it's a non negotiable for me that we broker really concrete ways to not have to harm from employment, like it's just too much of our life. And so, you know, in our first season, when we talked about micro dosing wellness, it was really thinking about at the individual level, whereas our agency, and what I have enjoyed about this second season is thinking about, right, what are the policies, system structures that further promote? Because there's this balance of of individual responsibility and collective care, and certainly in that, collective care is also the responsibility of the leader and those with positional authority. And so, you know, it's almost the macro dosing of wellness that we started to play with in this second season. I

Becky Endicott

02:29

mean, if you listen to gather at the wells Season One, to me, it was such a mind bending series, and we felt, we felt like it was going to be really deeply needed. I had no idea the way that it would come into my soul and unlock and challenge things that I'd seen working in the space, things that I'd felt, places of misalignment, and this second season has just been this deeper dive into how can we absolutely reframe the way people are grounded in this work, and I want to lift one of them, because you had just an incredible episode on cultivating critical hope and what impeccable timing for what is happening in the World. Pro I mean, we need hope all the time, and we're massive proponents that hope is a form of resistance, but also you're saying hope isn't just soft, like you're saying it's strategic, it's steadying, it's a practice, it's not a personality trait. And that reframing is so dang powerful. So talk about why critical hope is so important right now, and how is it different from just being maybe optimistic or resilient? Dive dive into that a little bit more.

Lindsey Fuller

03:55

Yeah, I love some critical hope. I'm a critical hope junkie, and I think that the evolution of thinking, for me has really been challenging this notion of a growth mindset versus a fixed mindset. And I think that growth mindset was weaponized a lot, especially in the education sector, and can have some like grit and racial undertones, frankly. But I think at its core, when we first started to explore mindset, there was really rich learning. And as I've continued to grow and reflect, I've realized that most of the things that we've assigned to personalities or that we've given to someone as a badge of like they just are positive, and the rest of us just aren't right. There's this way of labeling and over identification that is further fixing us into identities that maybe we don't consent to aren't aligned with. You know that feel static and the human experience and what gives me critical hope? Frankly, is that it's never too late to heal. It's never too small of an investment in our personal self awareness, but also our growth. And so for me, critical hope is is, yeah, a practice that can be cultivated and is a resilience, kind of a boy that holds us up. It's, it's, it's really, really powerful. When I think about all of the leadership moves that someone can make, when you can reinforce your team and inject hope into the way you move, which is different than toxic positivity or or just sheer optimism. There's teeth to hope. There's there's a strategy to hope, there's a necessity, but there are concrete actions you can take. And when I think about cultivating individual resilience, that's really important, but critical, hope is the collective well of resilience. It's where we all get to revisit and draw from. And that inspires me a lot, because it creates the conditions for us to say, I don't have to have all the answers. I can have a moment of weakness. I can go through a really challenging personal season of my life. And my teammates aren't my therapists, but they do have something that they can offer always, and that is sourcing from this mission driven source that never runs out. If we're all pouring back into it, it's like a never ending resource. It's just abundance in action,

Jonathan McCoy

06:38

my gosh, and it's like you think about how our collective sector could should be that buoy for everybody, because we're pouring into these challenges that we you have to come at them with the hope that it can be better. That's why we're laying down a lot of other opportunities to pour into some of this work. And so I love that CTA that you're dropping there and just how you define it. Becky. I think of all the years we work together, all the stories that you can tell of like your childhood, your dad used to say something that always comes up in my in conversations, which was, don't tell me, show me, right? Oh my

Becky Endicott

07:17

gosh, that is a Steve Krause says my father all the time, yes, don't tell me, show me. And

Jonathan McCoy

07:22

I think about that when you know it's easy to hear the word policies, and everyone starts to go to sleep over here because, oh, we're going to be talking about policies. But your wording, and the way that you've built the case around this, for me too, is that policies are culture in action. They're not paperwork. They're expressions of your values. It's the actual living out. It's this showing. It's not the just telling. So will you talk about you know that that policies are where values live or die? What have people gotten wrong about human centered policies? Well,

Lindsey Fuller

07:54

first of all, policies aren't human centered typically, that's the first issue that we're fighting against. Hot take one. I'm just like, what? Who built these? Who are these for you know, it almost, it actually reminds me, look, let's dredge up our old tea. But when we first encountered and we were looking at your document, your oh

Becky Endicott

08:13

my gosh, the contract, which we've already talked about,

Lindsey Fuller

08:19

we don't have to judge it all up but, but but I'm like, but who? But who wrote this? Who designed it? Does it actually reflect the values of Jon Becky and Julie? The answer I knew was no, which is why I actually it flagged for me so quickly, was there was this cognitive and somatic dissonance where I was like, no, no. Every time I'm around them, I feel safe, I feel encouraged, I feel aligned, I feel hopeful, I feel inspired. And then I see this piece of paper, and I'm like, something's off here, right? So I got immediately curious, like, who built this and for whom? Who does this protect, and who does it encourage, and what does it limit? And I think that's the first big piece around policies. Is very likely you have absorbed them from someone else, a stock company that you purchased it from a lawyer, a former board member that you never met. It's like, whose legacy is it? Because if it's not the current leadership, then you've got to gut it. So that's one thing. I think the other thing is, to your point, Jon, that policies are static, that they're boring. I'm like, no, these things are about protection and about amplifying our greatest talents. And I've always really grappled as I'm writing a book right now. One of the chapters is, HR is not the homie, and that's not to,

Jonathan McCoy

09:44

I hope that's the title,

Lindsey Fuller

09:49

but it's that's not to knock HR professionals. I actually really rock with HR professionals, especially the ones that are really centered around collective liberation. But I talk about this in that episode. I discuss the challenge that HR is actually in my mind, in a human centered organization, it sits at the intersection of protecting the organization and protecting the people, and that in most companies, that's not the case. HR is protecting the organization minimizing legal risk. It is just about the org, no matter how much they care, as humans, their position, their JD, and what they're told behind closed doors is to protect the org and mitigate legal risk. And so when I think about human centered policies, it is how we actualize sitting in the middle path that both the people and the org can be, well, that there's this false binary, that it's us versus them. Systems should work for us and with us, and we have absolute agency to recreate them, especially if you're in a leadership seat. So wake up, hurry up. Rewrite it like figure it out. And I just, I wanted to demystify it, because it's not as expensive as people made. Me believe it is time consuming. Okay? It is time consuming. You can do it in waves. We need to compost perfectionism and release the expectation of redoing the entire handbook, chip away at it gradually, but in one or two years, you're going to have a living artifact that brings your culture to life, that creates more psychological safety, greater investment, decreases attrition, increases retention, satisfaction and efficacy, because people believe that the organization is a living ecosystem that works for them, not against them. So they're going to give their all. It's just an it's an overlooked strategic move for me to really invest in human centered policies.

Becky Endicott

11:52

I was today years old when I felt that policies could almost be a recruitment tool. That one I would want to read them to a recruitment tool and a safety net. And Jon, I'm going to throw us under the bus. I'm going to tell this story because we did exactly what you said, what you just said, when we got to our healthcare organization. We went from a shop of like 170 down to 10 or 12, and so in I know that this will resonate with a lot of people, because we all just spin a lot of plates, we wear a ton of hats, all the metaphors. And we realized, as we're sort of looking around, this entire foundation needs a refresh. And I remember the day that we were like, where are our policies and procedures? And if there was a metaphor, imagine our policies and procedures are in this very dusty box with cobwebs everywhere. We open it like, you know, the dust goes everywhere. So what do Jon and I do? We go back to our old organization. We ask them for their policies and procedures. We take them, we make a copy, we assign them across the board. Do you remember this like the horror of what I've just heard juxtaposed with what we did? And I'm not throwing shade on anybody who does this, you know, because that is what we thought was best for our organization to get us compliant. But what you're saying is, how do we go beyond being compliant and fulfilling that? JD, that juris doctorate legal role, and how do we put humans at the center and use it as this tool? And I, I want to you to lift this five part policy framework that you broke down in this policies and cultures in action episode and like, lift that five part framework just really quickly, and then tell us where you see people getting stuck because I we were that organization that powered through, oh, let's just Check the box. Let's get these things done without ever thinking that it could be such a powerful tool. So help us out.

Lindsey Fuller

14:06

Yeah, well, first, let me just say, I think when you started by saying I was today years old, when I realized that policies are recruitment tool, they legitimate. Li are for us. I believe they're one of many, but we share our handbook with folks as they're deciding if they're going to come through. And I think what what policies do is they say, how do we do work here? Really like because when we're recruiting, we can convince people, we can bamboozle people that it's going to be epic to work in our organization. Policies are proof that they one artifact, one bit of evidence at minimum, that allows people to say, wait a minute in writing, you said. So what's actually going on in here? And I think that's really interesting, just to quickly recap for folks, we want to dream into a really liberatory. Policy. We want to then obtain feedback, and then we want to vet it. We want legal to actually look at this policy draft. We want to broker the middle path, which to us, really means, typically, your aspirational or liberatory vision for a human centered policy is going to run up against best practice, legal risk, financial feasibility. And so you need to figure out, you know, what can we commit to in the long term, and what can we implement? And where is it just we need to fold down and trust that lawyers are protecting us. That's their job. And then after we incorporate and land, we socialize with a communication cascade that's really strategic, and make sure that especially people managers feel equipped to teach, on board, support and progress, monitor our policies. Those are the ones that are on the ground with your team. So I think a couple of places where folks go wrong. First, they don't invite the voice of the people who are most directly impacted by that policy. Stop guessing. We have

Jonathan McCoy

16:03

tired of this plot line. It's like in every part of our work, literally,

Lindsey Fuller

16:09

it's every part of our world is people in leadership that have lost touch with what their people actually want or need, or they base it solely on the stage of life that they're in right? So you have many senior leaders who are complete with having kids, their kids are older, their kids may even be in college, so they're not thinking about the fact that preschool requires a third job. You know, paying for it these days is ridiculous. What happens when your kid is sick and the nanny share is like, yeah, no, we're not good with that. We don't want those germs over here. Like, how do we broker those realities. So that's one thing right is like being out of touch and not soliciting the impact of folks on the front line who are most directly impacted by these policies and who typically don't have positional authority and have less resources coming in via salary. Another area that I think we we miss is that legal step, which to some folks may feel, you know, opposite from human centered, but you are responsible, as a leader for protecting the resources of the organization too. And that's you need to be unapologetic about that. That is your job also. And so having a lawyer be like, yeah, that's not a thing that actually is against the law that will open you to risk. It actually could long term risk, put risk on your employees. That's really important to check. And I know many small nonprofits struggle with the financial burden of engaging with legal counsel. To that, I would say, pull together, bring together multiple nonprofits, reach out and say, Have you already do you already have a policy on this that's been vetted by a legal team. Can we actually to what you said? Becky, can we wordsmith? Can we adapt? Can we adjust? Why should all of us be replicating right and reinventing the wheel? And the third is around the communication cascade. We don't train our people managers, so you have a dope thing on paper. Your team is bought in. They're excited that it exists, and no one knows how to implement Yeah. And people managers see an outlier experience, because that's what we one of the things we hear most regularly in nonprofits and in schools teams is there's typically an outlier. Sometimes, I call them fierce askers, people who are unapologetic about getting what they want and need. Sometimes that aligns with different identity markers that have more privilege. Sometimes it doesn't. But if you don't train your people, manager, there's a glaring example on your team of someone who is abusing the policy, taking advantage of the policy, stretching it beyond its limits, and you have a bunch of other people who aren't, and that builds resentment, which is one of the heaviest, most toxic emotions that can weave its way inside of your organizational culture, and so fidelity, consistency, fairness do matter when it comes to policies. And if you don't train the people that are responsible for stewarding your team, you're going to have an issue.

Jonathan McCoy

18:54

I mean, yes to everything you're saying. I just think I want to lift a flag, because we struggle with this as a company of three people. You know, it's like, how do you build equity in at these different pieces when we're all wearing a bunch of hats? We all started from scratch, like, what's kind of some impartation on small teams? You know that? Yeah, we do need to have that up to date. How do you prioritize that when you're also watching the cash flow and like trying to make it work, you know, as a really scrappy startup,

Lindsey Fuller

19:27

well, first of all, self compassion. I think that I'm a big fan of one year strategic plans, which people roll their eyes are like, Why not three to five? I'm like, since

Becky Endicott

19:37

you have predicted this year, friends and I assure you, it is not in your

Lindsey Fuller

19:41

strategy. None of them have been the same. None of them have been the same. Not a single year we would spend so much time, energy and resource in a multi year plan. Now do we have multi year goals? Yes. Do we have a big, hairy vision? Yes, but one year strategic plans. And I think when you zoom out in your annual strategic planning and you ask yourself. Is there space? Do we have the capacity to have policy work be one of our focal areas? If not? How many years are you going to go and say this isn't a priority? So I mean, I would just start with self compassion. It may not be the year for you to focus on that having policies is better than not having any. So purchasing a stock one or borrowing from a trusted organization that's willing to share their intellectual property in that way is better than nothing. And then I would say each quarter chip away at one policy. I really advocate for that internal audit that doesn't have to be a three day $30,000 expenditure. I believe that you can have a one hour meeting. Look at your policy handbook. Put checks next to the ones that feel okay, put minuses next to the ones that really feel like, Oh, this is not gonna work. And write a short list of the ones that don't even exist, that you feel like are missing, and then decide force rank. This is our priority list. And each quarter visit that list and say, Is this still the order of importance? Let's work on number one then and just start to shave away at it. That's what I would say. You know what? I mean? You have to do a gradual, good, collective approach, and then, like, realistic, small, feasible wins,

Becky Endicott

21:12

yeah, and I love that everybody has agency in it to speak up, to mold, I mean, the policies, it's laughable now that I know, now what I know what I did not know, then it's like the fact Jon that we thought we could just take another cultures policies and just fold them into our culture is laughable because policies are living, breathing documents. You're right. They should not be covered in dust and cobwebs. That means you're not centering the human. And I just think you've gone so deep into this human centered leadership. I just think it's so beautiful, because one of your quotes was, you can't teach your way into a new culture. You're going to have to lead it differently. And so I want to get into that human centered leadership. And I want you to talk about how leaders can start to model that human centeredness, whether it's in the micro or the macro, like, how do they do it with themselves? How do they do it with their CO leaders, their peers? Like, get into it with us, because I think this is such a moment for leadership to rise and build these new human centered cultures. You're doing it beautifully. I believe

Lindsey Fuller

22:28

I appreciate that, and I'll make mistakes, and I do all the time, and it's just at the core of who I am and how I how I view the role of an organizational or team leader. So it's, I do think it's easier for me, maybe than some, because it's the only definition of leadership that I have, and that's built from a lot of non examples of leadership. Actually, it's not like I was born this way. It's like I have seen a lot of people abuse power. Yeah, a lot of people, and I have, this is why I'm writing a whole book on it. I have a whole set of workplace abusers, and so they have taught me, and I'm grateful for them, because they have taught me exactly who I do not want to be, yeah, wow. And it's forced me to really interrogate, well, what is the antidote to that? What's on the other side? What's you know, how do we operate from a place of collective liberation? I'll say that the first step in the teaching wells curriculum around stress management, cultivating resilience. I mean, so many of the through lines that we teach on the first step is noticing. And I think what concerns me more than the fact that we don't see a ton of examples of human centered leadership is that leaders aren't aware if they are or are not being human centered like it literally starts with you. And I think that we have a a resistance to feedback. In the professional world, folks are so stressed that it's really hard to absorb feedback, but most of you have glaring examples and data points around whether you are near or far from making people feel safe, seen and supported and developed. It shouldn't be a mystery. So I just want to name like you need to surround yourself with some legit mirrors. Stop getting coached by your best friend. Invest in a neutral third pro. I'm telling you right now, some folks only leadership feedback that they absorb is asking from their mama. And I'm like, she gone. She's biased friend. She rocks for you. She's always gonna say you're great, and you're over here with your neon people's necks. Mama. Don't know she didn't run that fortune 500 company. So I'm just like, we really need to focus on surrounding ourselves with mirrors and creating the space to actually look at. Feedback. I cannot tell you how many teachers tell us that the biggest source of relational rupture is not over overt oppression from their principal. It's the fact that their principals survey them and they never hear about that feedback. They never close the loop. So stop asking people for feedback on your leadership, if you're not going to look at it, if you're not going to internalize it, if you're not going to come back and share, you don't have to share an interpretive dance and a 70 page PowerPoint, but you can come back and say there were two themes. Here's something I heard I'm doing well, and I'm committing to continue doing it. Here's what it'll look like, sound like and feel like so that y'all can keep me accountable to it. And here's one thing that I heard through the majority of these surveys that I need to work on. So I've invested in a coach focused on this, and it'll look like, sound like and feel like this, and I want you to hold me accountable to that part

Jonathan McCoy

25:58

too. I love the way you describe also just like, change leadership, and it's been like a through line since we've known you. I think you've really pushed this concept of it's not just teaching, it's modeling, it's actually doing the work. And so I want to ask you, just from like, the standpoint of someone listening that doesn't feel like they're in positional authority, maybe they're not the boss, what's an entry point to being the change leader that you want to create in your team.

Lindsey Fuller

26:24

Yeah, well, I mean, get really clear on the org values that you resonate with. Really make sure that the mission is still calling your spirit, and then find co conspirators and allies and, you know, comrades in the work, I talk a lot about how it's easier to complain and disparage leadership and organizational culture. That's what some people think. I think it's significantly more easy to become a culture keeper and be like, No, I'm gonna rally. I'm gonna rally my community around this like, wow. So this meeting is awkward for all of us. I'm going to actively make it less awkward. I'm going to use humor to heal I'm going to check in with folks before the meeting, literally as you walk in, being like, yo, let's let's have fun in this meeting. Let's play, ooh. Let's see if we make this the most effective meeting. Like people have so much influence over each other, and we're waiting for this leader. Like leaders are not perfect humans. They're not going to get it right all the time. But to me, being really clear on who you are and what your role is, and finding other people that are down to chip away at the culture that you don't want, and replace it with what you do want, that groundswell, that momentum, is palpable. And you know, I just think a lot about how trust and morale are deepened when we invest in progress. I just I think that getting it perfect isn't the goal. It's like, I would rather tell my team, here's what I'm working on, here's what we're working on, and lift the veil and show incremental progress. And I think that my team actually respects and trusts that a lot more than me setting a really ambitious goal and and missing it over and over and not externalizing how I'm fighting for it. I'm fighting for all of us. I'm fighting for you, and I'm fighting against some of my learned behaviors and patterns that were acculturated into me as a young leader. I'm I haven't arrived, and that encourages them to adopt a similar mindset. I haven't arrived either, but we're all moving in the same direction.

Becky Endicott

28:44

I'm here for the rejection of perfection, hey, and the embrace of humanness. Because when we're grounded, I think about like when I'm in self, when I'm in flow, and the strides I can make when I'm in flow, and that energy is so palpable to people around you. And I think this living out loud component is one of the most empowering pieces of healing and evolution. I believe this is the way. And Lindsay, I mean, like I just want to say we are so honored to have you and gather at the well within the We Are For Good ecosystem. I want to shout out to Julie too, who helped produce and cultivate this alongside you, alongside she's the best Marisol, she is alongside Rebbe and like this powerful team of women who see it and who are unleashing this new way of reframe. And I want you to get reflective with me for a second. Let's go get some reflections from the well, amen, like when you think back to. This series, if you could bottle one insight to hand to a leader who's struggling but is really vibing on what you're saying and saying, Yes, I want to manifest that sort of culture, not just in my team, but like you said, in my community. Because this is community building. One, have you thought about that? Friends? I guarantee you, I never thought of a policy or some human centered design as being the anchor and the nexus to grow the whole movement. But I believe what you're saying has resonance in that. So what's that insight you're gonna hand over to a leader today?

Lindsey Fuller

30:39

Yeah, I think that what I would say to them is, you've already taken the most important first step, like noticing and saying, I'm committed to evolving my practice as a leader. So you're already winning. And now, what I would say is, there's mirrors and Windows work that you need to invest in, and it's likely going to be a financial investment too. The mirrors work of looking at yourself and likely needing others to reflect to you, gathering data, getting a coach, asking your most trusted people to not sugar coat or sandwich. Approach, here's something positive. Then there's critical. I'm like, we have overdone sandwich really compliment sandwich. Like we need honest, truthful accountability, and we need to invest in supports and scaffolds that will help us take action on those once you see it, you can't unsee it. Yeah, you don't have to fix it right away, but you have to take concrete steps towards it. And then there's the windows work, which is like, how am I seeing the world and what am I exposing myself to? A lot of us get into a rut right, where we are consuming the same types of media, where we read a leadership book 14 years ago, and we're still trying to pull from that. Okay? I'm like, things have evolved. Things have changed. How are we surrounding ourselves with people that are pouring in in ways that push our practice. Recently, I've been, like, on a little search for Ed homies. I'm like, Oh, I looked up. And I don't have a lot of executive director friends in the nonprofit sector. I have a ton of school and district leader friends. I have clients that are Ed podcaster friends. They're podcaster friends, exactly, okay, you know? But I was like, Huh? I actually need other people that are also fighting to be human, centered, folks sitting in the same seat that I'm in to bounce ideas off of, without the gaze of my team. And I love my team, but all of us need Low risk, low stakes ideation points. And one of the biggest challenges that I've faced as a leader that I've only recently been able to describe is that I'm a verbal processor, so I ideate. I'm making meaning of things out loud. And sometimes, as a leader, it feels like when you do that, people hear it and then they that's it. It's concrete. It's set in stone. I'm like, wait, no, I was, I was just trying to make, make meaning and grapple. And so we need those spaces. So if you need to go to your board and say, I need coaching, I just hired a coach. I haven't had a coach in the four years I've been at the teaching Well, I've paid for everyone else to get coaching, but I was stewarding our funds, and it wasn't a strategic investment at the time. And now I'm like, Oh no, the next evolution of the teaching Well, necessitates me leveling up absolutely, and I need to invest in that. And so I would just say to that struggling leader who is bought in now you see it, what are you going to do about it? Invest in you. Yeah, because an investment in you is going to create ripples as We Are For Good. Says inside of your organ, outside of it,

Jonathan McCoy

33:44

my gosh, like Lindsay, what you brought to bear here is just such a gift. Like, thank you for leading well. And I want to ask you, as we start to close today, like you hold a lot of different titles in your life, what does it look like to rest and lead well at the same time. Like, how do you carve that out? And I know we did an episode about the sabbatical, and I want to give space. Like, don't miss that episode that dropped a couple weeks back. But like, what does rest really look like for you in this next season?

Lindsey Fuller

34:16

For me, I think that rest well, first of all, being in a wellness organization is the greatest level of accountability I didn't know I needed. So now that I know what I know about what works, okay, now that I know what I know about what works, I have to be more disciplined and diligent with embedding those things into my day, I teach on micro dosing wellness, and I have to be accountable to embedding that in my own schedule. And honestly, it took four years, but we've invested in 20 hours of executive assistant for me, and she understands the assignment. What I did was I. I actually put it in writing, like, what I needed with her, we actually took notes of like, oh, I actually want a lunch that people don't call me during my lunch, or I don't like, this was to be shocking. Lunch in my calendar says lunch and protected work time. And she literally was like, we're not calling it that anymore. Your lunch is getting a rebrand because you, you have pattern, your calendar, she look, she read me for filth in the interview. She was like, here's some of the, here's some of the, she's working title, here's what I think are the root causes of your exhaustion. And some of them were like, lacking consistent boundaries, yeah, but this is what I mean about invest. Investing in so I think that rest, for me, looks like actually taking advantage of the policies that everyone else in my org does, like everyone else does their body work or their therapy during the work day, I'm the only one everyone has comp time after long work days, I often feel mine, and that is when I talk about being the protagonist in my burnout journey. I just never knew the level of discipline required for self care. And so rest is light and fluffy for me in this next season, but it's also the hard, structured, consistent, scheduled work of visibilizing and then resting into the services and supports that I'm entitled to, that the organization pays for, and that I want for myself. And so I think there's a soft and a hard side of rest in this season for me.

Speaker 1

36:39

Thank you for healing and resting out loud, I'm watching you

Lindsey Fuller

36:46

very close. Amen. You're

Becky Endicott

36:48

watching everybody is, you know. And I do, I that, and I and I say that like we're all watching each other in this way that's beautiful and non judgmental. And oh, I that would be something good to integrate. And we're talking about the hard crap. I mean putting a practice of rest in is so antithetical to me as a mom, as a woman, as a working human. It is everything to our ability to keep evolving, to keep going, to keep expanding. Yeah, and I just think, how lucky are we to get to know you in this work and I, and I believe it's, it's going to be a healing balm, and it's going to help the reframe and the evolution of this sector. So Lindsey people, we all want it. We need. I mean, it is be. It is so long overdue. I mean, we're already all in the burnout phase. So, like, we're going to do this together, but like, let's change it. Let's change it for ourselves, not for our kids. I mean, let's change it now so that our kids don't have well, and that's the thing they come into impact work

Lindsey Fuller

37:54

and Becky, that's the thing that I just want to double click. I've had this really strong somatic opening in the last couple years that, like, I don't want to wait until I'm an elder. Yeah, same. There's something about I honor all of the elders and the ancestors who have put in their work, and then they get to retire and rest. Like, I honor that. And I'm like, But isn't there a different way? Can't we paradigm shift? Can't we honor and then there's duality, and we want to change things. Because I don't want to wait to travel until I retire. I don't want to wait to rest until I retire. I want to find a way to not have to heal from employment like I just mean that. I just keep saying it because I'm like, No, I want to do it now. And one of the other pieces I just want to invite people towards is recognizing if you have it good. I think sometimes we're always looking for what's broken. And recently, I was like, Okay, what I do is I turn around organizations. I was a turnaround leader in a school. I was a turnaround district leader. I came to the teaching while this was a turnaround organization. And recently I was like, Oh, snap, we turned it around. It's turned

Jonathan McCoy

39:04

so what? Stop and stop and enjoy, like, stop and recognize smell the freaking

Lindsey Fuller

39:10

flowers. For real, like I but really, I'm like, our nervous systems get wired sometimes, and then I'm like, oh, there is no workplace abuser in here. Oh, we have policies that work for us. Oh, we're well compensated. We have a lot of rest time, like there is absolute permission and there's resources to back it in the teaching well, so why aren't I accepting the invitation to be well now that is on me, because actually, we've created the conditions. So some of us aren't in burnout, some of us aren't in a trauma filled work environment. Some of us have a great boss and incredible teammates, and there are small things we could do to enhance our organization, but actually it's healthy. We're not in survival mode. And there's there's just a prayer that I have for us to be able to pick up and realize. When it's good, so that we're not always in fight or flight or freeze or fawn, but we're actually flourishing, and we can see it, and we're free, and we're enjoying the freedom real time that is also critical in the longevity in our career and our impact. So if you got it good, don't feel bad. The oppression Olympics are outdated. I have conversion for you. I am I have joy for you. If things are good for you, enjoy that. Be present with it.

Becky Endicott

40:33

I just think this is, this is a healing conversation. This is an expansive conversation. I know people are going to want to connect with you. Connect with the teaching. Well, we're definitely want you to check out the entire gather at the well series. It is so fire. If this lit you up. This is just a taste of what is broken down in each of these episodes. So Lindsey, tell listeners where you show up online, how they can connect with you. Yes,

Lindsey Fuller

40:59

check us out at the teaching well.org, you can find us most actively on LinkedIn, though that might change. We got some college interns coming in this summer to get this socials pop in so don't sleep on us. Okay, you can definitely find us at gather at the well, both the podcast and the blog that teaches, but connect with me on LinkedIn, connect with my team. Watch us, hold us accountable to living and healing out loud. We're here for it, and we're ready to be in community with

Jonathan McCoy

41:31

you. So grateful for you, my friend, thanks for doing this for me. We world, like all of us, benefit from this work that you have brought us into so, so grateful to spend time with you. Let's keep going. I appreciate

Lindsey Fuller

41:43

being here. Y'all. Let's do it. Yeah, let's keep working. I.

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