yeah, there's something about the Neptune framing that like travel. Travel, what the travel facilitates? The real learning. Can't read my own handwriting. I don't want to read every single one of these things. Your foundation for security is within that was something I need to remember. I want to share abundantly, but I fear, and that makes me hoard first before I give, and that reinforces the Christian shame and guilt. So Tara brings abundance, and she popped in. I mean, she popped in. And again, I was only led back to Tara because I am here right now alone, locking myself in rooms, and I had to do the LA mirad Owens transcription. And like I was doing it right at this moment, because of all the other things that happened, and that was the moment I needed to do it, because, holy shit. Like, today was the day for Tara, and it was just like, just so cool yesterday. Also, like, I don't know, I'm experiencing entities directly now, and I think it is because I'm taking these steps to be like, No, but I really want to actually understand how to engage with you directly and like they're hearing that, and so they're responding like, we rise to meet each other. Intention meets intention. And when I'm like, I don't know, should I sit with cacao? That's when it's like, yes, and if I'm like, but I need it then, well, you'll be a hungry ghost, like the freaking Interestingly though, like the North Node, how could Dharma also be the Hungry Ghost. The Hungry Ghost feels like it would be South Node, but that's not how Vedic Astrology mapped it. So I'm very confused about that one still. I mean, I guess you could say we'll have Dharma to do on earth as long as we stay hungry. But like, maybe it's about reframing the Hungry Ghost and not like, so that instead of limitless consumption, we're like, ravenous for compassion, ravenous for liberation and sharing experiences of liberation. And like yesterday, on my walk on the way, I was led right into the little hippie shop to a box of green Tara incense. And I was like, I'm supposed to call Tara to my altar tomorrow, or maybe later tonight, and then later last night. I was like, Nope, it's not now, yeah. So