Dolores O'Riordan, lead singer of the cranberries are Irish band. They did that song. Zombie, zombie, zombie. Hey, what's in your head? In your head? zombie? Zombie zombie? Oh, anyway, I've stopped singing. That's one of my go to karaoke songs. People say Vinnie, how do you do some yodeling um, and I just do it anyway. Dolores O'Riordan. Someone commented I could be wrong, but it was well known. She struggled with an eating disorder. I'm sure it contributed to her death, if not their entire reason. She was 46 years old. Okay, so here's the quote that's going to come up with talking about MSA come back in 30 seconds, it will be over. Okay, so quotes about from about Dolores. Quote for four years when I was a little girl I was sexually abused. I was only a kid Egon claims. A Reardon told him in 2013. That's what happened. She continued. You think it's your own fault I buried it. It is what you do. Initially you bury it because you're ashamed of it. You think oh my god, how horrible and disgusting I am. You have this terrible self loathing. And then I got famous when I was 18. And my career took over. It was even harder then. So I developed anorexia. When I Googled anorexia and studied it, I found that it was a common pathology that develops later on in life. So I was putting on the sharar this perfect face. I had anorexia then depression, a breakdown. I knew I hated myself. I knew why I loved myself. I knew why I wanted to make myself disappear. It was something that I noticed manifested itself in my behavior and the pathologies I began to develop in my early adult life such as my eating disorder, depression, and eventually the breakdowns. I think I'm getting stronger for sure, but I'll always be a bit of a train wreck. Nobody's perfect. Those people who pretend they are perfect, aren't perfect. And then she continues. I'm Dolores. I'm pretty good some but sometimes I hit the bottle. Everything is way worse. And next morning, I changed smoke when I drink. I have a bad day and when I have bad memories, and I can't control them, I hit the bottle. I kind of binge drink. That is the kind of that is kind of my biggest flaw at that moment. On Monday, January 15 2018, police were called to a hotel in Park Lane in London, where a readin was pronounced dead at the same. Death was confirmed by a publicist and a statement shortly after Irish international singer has died suddenly in London today. She was 46 year old. I think she died from an overdose that also the the me official cause of death was drowning. caused by alcohol intoxication, alcohol intoxication and drowning. It's a shame because I remember reading was a shame full stop. Also, she was in London to record some new music. I think from what I remember reading when she died. So I mean, something like that. It's kind of is you know what's what was going on? Can we clearly say that Dolores O'Riordan from the cranberries died because of diet culture, anti fatness, I think it's, it's a contributing reason, right. And a lot of times people who have restrictive eating disorders using using drugs or using alcohol, so you know, it I feel like this one's not as clear cut because of you know, as well the trauma that she experienced when she was younger. But I think it sounds like it had a contributing factor towards it. Yeah. Because Because Because Because Because Because just the act of not having enough food really, really fucks with our bodies, right? It means that we're our bodies. It's like food is is helping provide the building blocks for us to be robust humans and I feel like it's a house that's built from bricks or a house. It's built from straw and the less the less food that you have, the less ability that you have to continue living and weather the storm. was right and so if your house is built of straw, then you're more likely to get sick and you're more likely to feel the effects of, of alcohol and not be able to recover when when things happen. So, you know, like with the cricketer saying, it makes you more prone to not being able to recover from from a heart attack. And I feel like with with not eating enough, and dieting and having an eating disorder, it's the same type of thing like and that's, you know, a lot of times that's what happens when someone does have anorexia is that you know, the heart is weakened and they and they could get a you know, pneumonia or something and then and then die. Okay, so someone else commented, add Brittany Murphy to that list, for sure. Anorexia leading to her immune system being weak, and just what I just said, and never have enough for her to have to have a community acquired pneumonia, which is really, really rare and young people. So here's some quotes from an article from the cut. Sounds like there's a new document new documentary coming out. Well, that was in 2020 2021. But the whole Brittany Murphy thing is is weird, right? There's lots of things going on her she had a controlling husband and her mom was like, in there too. And there was you know, there was weird stuff going on. So let me give you some quotes from here in 1999. Murphy Murphy, already a rising star started visibly losing weight and dyeing her hair blonde. Kathy Najimy of her king of the hill co star, her king of the hill co starred recalls Murphy saying, that's what I've been told if I want to be considered leading lady I have to lose a lot of weight. Now people who were my age, she was in not Legally Blonde. Clueless. She was in clueless. Do you remember like, if you're the same age as me, I'm 38 Watching clueless and being in my head. In my head. She was fat. She was not fat. I'm gonna make a post soon of all the people that were that IN THE 90s IN THE naughties. We were like, oh my god, they're so fat and they are not fat. So anyway, yeah, they're saying she needs to lose a lot of weight. She was ever so slightly soft. You know, like, just still growing like that's, that's the the, you know, still, you know, under the age of 25. You know, that type of thing. So, yeah. So continuing, Murphy was somewhat open about her transformation, though. She adamantly denied having an eating disorder. So she'd lost a lot of weight. In 2000. She told interview an interview, I guess ism magazine or something. A very important person in Hollywood said I was huggable but not fuckable. So I got these extensions put in my head that made a big difference. You know, that person in Hollywood. She is huggable and fuckable. She was and she did put more parts including her role alongside Ashton Kutcher in just married. HBOs documentary includes a recording of the Howard Stern Show from shortly after the CO stars began dating in which turn can be her telling Kutcher. Can you believe she was the ugly chicken clueless, she was a fat, ugly chick, She transformed herself. And I'm just looking at pictures from just married. So just married was in 2003, clueless was 1995 So it was eight years later, she clearly she's tiny and then just married. I know she looks the same to me. Oh, no. She just has blonde hair and include us. She has brown hair. I don't I don't know. I guess she dated Ashton Kutcher in, in real life. And that Howard Stern. He proceeded to tell Kutcher that Murphy looked like she had, quote, been around the block a few times, and that he quote, better wear a condom if she'd been with Eminem, of course appraised for Murphy's extreme weight loss soon turned to talk of an eating disorder without much regard for her actual health. Bruce Bibi, a journalist who wrote for IE under the pseudonym Ted Casablanca, said in the documentary that, quote, she was going around with a scarlet a on her body for anorexia. Everyone knew it. Everyone talked about it. According to Nat NAT Jimmy's account, Murphy was at a low point when monk mon Monjack entered her life in 2007. So Monjack was her soon to be husband, two years before she died. It's not clear if she was yet abusing prescription pills but the room has her started and the press had become fixated on her weight loss. She was quote, muddled and desperate, in a dramatic, nudging me says, and, quote, became prey to things that she thought would help her. She fired her entire team when they express concerned about about Monjack. In stating him as her agent, manager, lawyer and eventually even makeup artist. He took over her financial decisions and drove her everywhere. Friends say she changed her phone numbers making it impossible for anyone to reach her without going through her husband