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Dead mentorship: Richard Parker and the bouncing rubble

Riordan Regan13min

Riordan O'Regan

00:01

I asked to connect with the spirit of Richard Parker, and I met him in the astral he's teaching me how to Timeline hop to Quantum Leap. I met him Inception style, thus dressed in black tie, some kind of cocktail party or journalism awards ceremony. We were both feeling uncomfortable, and we're like, let's get out of here. So we went to the lake where you used to go, and we would fish. And I right?

Riordan O'Regan

00:46

We went to the place where he could be a shaman. See, motherfuckin was one, is one, but he's teaching me how to constantly and taking back those memories and help me realize

Riordan O'Regan

01:18

that I started new jobs at the same time as major timeline splits, I started working again

Speaker 1

01:30

the weekend that the gardens have happened. It wasn't like the job started then, but it was new at that time. My first weekend of self advice, literally, was the weekend,

Riordan O'Regan

01:48

well, I think I had been there for maybe one week or something, where I started, or my first day was right after, I don't know. I think I went to my first day, okay, but I tried to kill myself almost immediately upon starting a new job,

Riordan O'Regan

02:13

and I was part of the torture, because I thought I was gonna lose it, and it had taken me so long to get it, because I've been working with Richard, he was descending into his own dark night. He wasn't getting any work, just like with Brian. I was trying to do the work for both of us and bring someone else's vision to life, and I felt like I was doing everything. It was very frustrating. I

Unknown Speaker

03:03

so does that mean I don't know. I

Riordan O'Regan

03:27

He walked me through initiation portals. He got me that job at Software Advice.

Unknown Speaker

03:40

He gave me a break after 60.

Riordan O'Regan

03:50

I just didn't pan out. He wasn't healthy enough. I

Riordan O'Regan

04:03

He told me that there's timelines where he lived and I didn't back then.

Riordan O'Regan

04:15

There was even one timeline where he avenged my death and put a bullet in Mark's chest. That's an interesting one. There's timelines where the crossing was never written because and while he was researching Lone Star Nation, I got murdered, and all of a sudden he switched to doing some kind of passion project on Domestic violence.

Riordan O'Regan

05:00

There's so many forking timelines of the past and the present. Vine of the souls shows me this a beer, doesn't that's what makes something a ceremony. This thing is not like the others. That means better, just different. I

Unknown Speaker

05:48

and I said that was a ceremony. Makes

Unknown Speaker

05:59

sense to me,

Riordan O'Regan

06:09

trading one caution for another.

Riordan O'Regan

06:22

The ceremony is not like the others. That's what Ralph taught us.

Riordan O'Regan

06:33

That's what Richard taught us. That's what it means when you lose someone that you actually knew in the flesh. I'll never just be a thumbnail in my consciousness. I'll always be something with weight and mass quantum shit is kind of what started the whole portal. I

Riordan O'Regan

07:04

i started Regan Carla rebellion after Rob Bell helped me realize that shit like that was accessible, the lapsed Christian, elusive. Luciferian figure, Fallen Angel, heretic. They called him. Turned out he was pretty tame. His son was the radical one, and now he's just part of the game too. He and Tina another couple that made me feel like a trio, just for a moment, and then disappeared again. I wonder if something's being activated there with Tyra and the sun, not that any of us were together.

Riordan O'Regan

08:18

I was gonna say another binary duo. But who am I to bring that kind of judgment on them. It's a defense. It's a wound talking. I

Riordan O'Regan

08:52

I had a dream where I was in some kind of hypnagogic state the other night, where there was some kind of like director of my internal play, who was telling me go back to that stuff with Richard and the rubble bouncing, that was good. I just find like hopelessly adorable. Night man, day man, the dawn is creeping in already. Fuck. This

Speaker 1

09:20

is how I speak to the dead, directly for sure,

Riordan O'Regan

09:30

sitting down at the altar, turning off chatgpt for a while, never abandoned the material culture never abandoned. The material world never abandoned the present because the siren song of the technological, the techno DELIC, the cybernetic lure you right in.

Unknown Speaker

09:59

Nobody can write your shit for you.

Unknown Speaker

10:07

So Richard's saying,

Riordan O'Regan

10:15

but yeah, like you were my editor, though, when I really needed one, and you would do the same thing. You would give me a version, like chat GPT, and then I would go back and pull parts of it out and put it together the way I wanted it

Riordan O'Regan

10:37

to be, it stuff, but don't expect it to be perfect, I think is what he's saying. Like, use it or realize its limitations. Sorry, kid, you're gonna have to do the work, he says.

Unknown Speaker

10:57

Blinking. I

Riordan O'Regan

11:20

He's wearing some kind of super psychedelic, transcendental priest robes, some kind of Technicolor dream coat. Hope you share that story with me sometime again. I promise this time I'll write it down. But for now, this ripple is bouncing. I'll

Riordan O'Regan

11:52

do some processing, and then we'll finish this process. Muchas gracias. Mi amigo de mestizo, me Professor, me mentor. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I Love you. I miss you. I'm

Riordan O'Regan

12:51

as his parliament. Cena, Richard across his parliament. You know Lubo shoot across his parliament. Cena, who? home. Cacao see today. Those are balls stay host mortals. The ozone.

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