alone time. Solo calling just means preserving your sanctity while staying in community. It's not even Ireland or Germany. I mean, this weekend is bridges fest with the Irish embassy in Berlin. And by just opening to that transness at the festival of amanitas, Guardian goddess, what could open up a whole world. And by getting rid of the shoes that literally have hobbled me because I relied on mom's money again, instead of just taking the time to find shoes that fit and using my own money to buy them. Now my legs hurt, and that's not to punish myself. It's just a cause and effect, and now I have to do something else to remedy it. And so I light frankincense off my Black Candle, the Black Candle of endings and cord, cuttings and transitions on a ball transcendence, beginning. And I light the frankincense, the essence of focus meditation, the essence of Christ, consciousness of knowing that we are divine, and we can use our tools and our guardians and our guides, and we can use intermediaries, but remember that they're all magic feathers, just pointing us back to our own awareness, self reliance, radical self reliance, the principles of Burning Man are really relevant here. We can be radically self reliant, and that doesn't mean we completely forego human interaction. That doesn't mean we sacrifice the community. We can be radically self reliant amongst other people. We have to be, otherwise we're dependent. Alone Together is actually an empowering framework. Alone together, because we all have agency to change our own lives and master our own consciousness, and I don't have to hide my conscious state from people because it's none of their fucking business to begin with. What my conscious experiences is my business, and as long as I'm not hurting anyone else with what I'm doing like I'm not asking them what's in their medicine cabinet. I didn't ask them what they took before they walked out of their kitchen. I'm not asking them what was in their cup. It's all just sand anyways, magic feathers, because we feel like we can't do it ourselves. We can alone together, radically self reliant, radically inclusive. This is how we do shit. So I need to find a grant to apply to to fund the time of Burning Man, because this is an experiment in trans emergence in a new way of living. Because I will document the way we build something from nothing and create a world that lasts for just one week and then make it all disappear again. What's more trans than that?