like we were we were driven to this out into the country and it was a blister During a hot day, and this is me and my then boyfriend, we couldn't speak the language. And so we went these, like, we went around around the area on these two horses and I was like, the horses, they looked like they were like, fuck, you know, we don't want to do this, we're hot. We just want to go and have a nap and you know, eat some hay. Anyway, so we went around, it was fun. I remember, they gave me a helmet. The helmet was a child's helmet. And I was like, Oh, it doesn't fit. And the guy came along and just hit the top of my helmet on my head. And it was like, We got stuck under my head, and you go, and he's like, there it fits now. I was like, Okay, anyway, and then at the end of the tour, I thought that the horse was straining under my way. I don't know if that was true, or if that was just my insecurity. And then of it, they were like, Okay, thanks. And they left us at this farm. And I said, someone will be here to pick you up. Take you back to the community. And we waited for ages, so much so that I got what is it when you're in out in the sun and you get to sit, you get sick from it. heatstroke then there was no shade. It was a field, right? There was no shade. It was awful. It's terrible. And in the car back and eventually did come pick us up in the car back. I was not like him, I had my head out the window because I was I was throwing up anyway, all that to say that there will be things like that where it's like, if this is this going to be good or not, it's going to be good. So there's lots of different things that we can do. So one of the things on one of the tours I saw that was really fun, like a sunset boat tour with optional snorkeling, and I thought, oh, that's gonna be really nice. And, and I don't want there to be a million activities every single day. I want it to be kind of like, one day, we have nothing planned. So you can just chill by the pool. Go and explore on your own. You know, spend more time with your new friends, your new fat community. nap, drink, drink, liquid eat food, sleep, you know, well nap and sleep are the same things. But are they no sleep is longer term napping shorter term. Yes, I can sleep and now. And then maybe the next day, then we'll go off and do some activity which is inclusive, which is not like let's go and hike. Kilimanjaro. Good luck, you know, so things where we're, everyone's included, right? I think that's a big thing with with fat folks, is that a lot of times when you want to go and do things like this, you're thinking about the fact that there's going to be loads of straight size people who were like, going really fast and running up the hills and, and you're left behind, or you're you feel like a burden or, or you know, perhaps you you're, you know, an athlete fatty and, and you do like those things, and that's great. But then you know, you go and do something like you want to go snorkeling and Oh, surprise, surprise, they only have life vests in size small or, or, you know, things that are not accessible because no one saw that fat people exist. And this is this is my my dream of, of that not being the case, you know, and because of activities are vetted. And, and we can think about accessibility needs on site. So if if we have folks who need access to mobility aids or devices, and we can look to organize that on site, in case you don't want to fly with them. Yeah. So right now, this is a dream for me, but it can become a reality. And I need your help to make it happen. And, and your help is to fill out that survey, which is in the show notes. And it's going to take two minutes to complete. So the survey asks you where do you want to go? What is your budget? I think it asks you what type of activities you want to do want to go on. It doesn't ask and I asked them to change this, but they weren't they were unable to in time. It doesn't ask you what your accessibility needs are, which is really important for me. And so if you fill out the survey, and you want to let me know, what is important for you and your accessibility needs, and absolutely please email me and let me know.