AM 333 Episode 1 Test - my parents read my journals

8:50AM Jun 10, 2025

Speakers:

Riordan Regan

Keywords:

time portal

incarnation

shamanic initiation

human form

alchemical formula

DMT

portals

mushrooms

Age of Aquarius

shadow

archetypal shadow

trans-dimensional travel

ether

hermetic lineage

art show

Oh, that's freaking cool. I think we've entered the time portal. I swear to God, I looked at the clock half an hour ago and it said 930 and it just looks at the clock again and it said 934 I love it. The more time is always welcome. You're listening to AM 333, don't touch that dial. It's your archetypal shadow. Welcome to the last broadcast left on earth. If you're hearing this, if you're still out there, if you're hearing this, it means you're still out there. It means you survived. It means you're alive if you're hearing this transmission, it means your nervous system survived the traumatic transition. It means your body made it through the initiation. It means you made it through the shamanic initiation,

the earth incarnation, round one of the video game, ding, ding, next level, bloop, power up. Everything is coming up bananas. Ding, ding, ding, don't forget to eat, folks, your body is a vessel an ultra prenda, the vehicle for navigating this dimension. Remember rule number one of incarnation, don't forget to breathe in and out. Rule number one of incarnation, don't forget, no matter what, the only thing you have to remember in this incarnation when you choose to assume this human form, step right up. Contestants, star being serious. 23 light workers activated for service. Step bread, next stop Earth. The only rule you have to remember in this incarnation is, anyone have a guess? I know. I know. Okay, go ahead. Do Ding, ding, ding, we have a winner. Step It Up Next stop or say, what is the lucky winner? Won a body, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, a body. Yes, that's right, a first run body, brand new, shiny, never before been used, asterisk, disclaimer, soul might be a little bit worn, soul may be previously purchased, soul may be slightly worn, soul may be pre owned, all right round, remember when you get this vessel to Earth? The way to navigate around this level of the game is remember to eat, remember to sleep, remember to touch grass, remember to move your body. Remember to talk to other humans. Remember to get the balance of hot and cold. Remember sometimes pain means stop. Sometimes things feel good mean keep going, and sometimes they mean stop too. Sometimes things that hurt feel good keep going. Sometimes that means, holy shit, abort mission. I know it's all really confusing. It's all really hard to figure out. But don't worry, you're gonna have guides along the way to help you. Who are some of those contestants. Let's meet them. We've got Ramdas, we've got Ganesha, we've got aranand Hari, the gender bending Hindu deity. Speaking of gender benders, the original alchemical master, Hermes trice magistus, come on down. The guy so nice. They named him thrice. Hermes. What do you have to say to our contestants? Um, I mean, really, choosing the right outfit is very important for navigating this dimension, so make sure you choose your body carefully, and once you have it, darling, please. You must make sure to keep that shit in order. Okay? You only get one. No? No returns. So if you need something, remember the alchemical formula, ground in the earth. Don't overdo it on any of the metals. Find the balance across the center. Keep coming back to your queer heart, honey. And don't forget the

breath. The breath seems to be a big thing here. Everybody say it with me. Don't forget to breathe. We've got some medicines. We've got some portals. Now remember, whatever you to navigate to the next levels of this video game. You find the portals. What are they? We've got mushrooms. Ding, ding, ding, Amanita muscaria, the original. Ding, ding, ding, they all contain that magic molecule, d m t. D M T, the secret for unlocking the whole cosmos, the circle, the spiral, hidden inside every portal is a little bit of d M T, that thing that used to activate our brains to the other world got a little disconnected from it. We got a little too much static, but that's okay. We'll find the ways to get back late night radio, the DMT, the world that only activates in the darkness. I you,

ladies and gentlemen, we've also got the portal of music, because it's all vibration. You are a vibration. You are a collection of information sensations, happenings. You are a collection of information, sensations, experience, knowledge, information captured just for a moment in this body. You are an altar, and you can build altars. Those are also portals. Ding, ding, ding, you can build them in the earth. You can build them on your shelf. You can build them in your pocket. You can build them metaphorically, but it's important to build them materially, because this grounds the spiritual in the sensory. Speaking of sensory, we've also got food and beverage. We've also got fermentation, when things rot and come back to life again. It's all a metaphor, folks, but it's also literal. When you step through a portal, you're activating the next level and help you remember and to help you find your center when you get off track again. Isn't that right? Terrence, yes, well, really, the mushroom is the answer to everything. That's right. That's right, folks, the mushroom. The mushroom the original portal, channel activator. So this is the secret that you will spend your life trying to remember. We activate the trans dimensional travel with the mushrooms and the crystal. We open up the other timeline when we find that fifth element of ether. Ether, ladies and gentlemen, the thing that is no thing, everything and nothing in the universe composed of this particle, not particle that sometimes forms waves that then dissipate a giant net, undulating everyone, a node in this vast interdimensional fabric, collecting, coalescing, disappearing, dissolving, again, Again, again, again.

Are you ready for this challenge? We are entering the Age of Aquarius. We are entering the age of ether. We are entering the age and we are going to re uncover the alchemical secret. Are you ready? The secret lies in the contrast. You have to find your shadow first, AM, 333 don't touch that dial. It's your archetypal shadow, the show where the shadows call in to meet you, the show where the parts of selves call in to. You The show where that cast of characters we've internalized plays out their dramas. Your favorite story is week to week. Here on late night, DMT radio.

Are you dead? Are you dreaming? Are you sleeping? Are you dead? Are you dreaming? Are you trans dimensionally traveling? Let's find out after this break from our sponsors,

next caller, my parents read my journal when I was a kid, And I got grounded and not in the good sense, in a way where I couldn't leave the house and I couldn't see my friends who were my only tired reality. And they even took my books away, and they took away my studies, and they took away the esoteric self learning I was embarking on. I i But they couldn't take my mind and they couldn't take my soul and they couldn't take my spirit. It's all still mine. Now I control the narrative. Now I started an art show where I put my journals on display and I open up my psyche for all the world to see. How do you like me? Now? Want to ground me. Want to lock me up in a room and tie me down and spank me. Go on. I dare you. I double dog dare you. I double double, double dog dare you. How do you like me? Now I took back my body, and I'm letting it express exactly the way it wants to, which isn't a woman. Guess what? I took back my name. Now you call me, but what I tell you to call me. Who's Your Daddy? It's me. Who's your mother? It's the Earth. Who's your grandmother and the grandfather? The medicines that hold me, that help me remember,

who are you really? I'm an animal, a horse with a uterus, a deer shaman, a falcon headed feathered serpent, bursting out of the cosmic egg and going back in again, burrowing down through the compost the stratigraphic layers to The burning center, throwing myself upon the fire, becoming ash Amber and arising again as a fungi, as a tree, My coli rejoining My Earth family, but not yet. I'm not dead yet. I'm still here, and I claim this existence in the name of Riordan O'Regan, Bard and poet to the kings of the earth, the air and the water and the fire and the ether, that is where I lay my allegiance, the hermetic, syncretic lineage, the thing we kept like a secret through the centuries of millennia to keep it safe, but now we release it into the light selectively, carefully. Now we have no more secrets. Now we tiptoe unbidden, into the sunlight, out of the dark, out of the shadow,

a alone together is how we go. Thank you, caller, that was very beautiful. So where can we see your upcoming show? It'll be running in the other world for you know, forever, at least until the next Cali you go all right, don't nobody go nowhere. There's more. Am 333, right after this break. Do.