Yeah, well, I do two things. One, I think, also, at that time, my life, I had some things a little bit mixed up, I think I thought doing the work meant, as long as I was suffering, I was doing the work. Like, as long as I'm completely depleted, as long as I'm putting everything into it, as long as I'm doing ABC, then I'm doing the work. So to be fair, I had some misunderstandings, I think, like, as a movement, like, we've become a little dogmatic at times. And so, you know, some of it was that for me, but I do think, you know, in academics, and again, I was only a, I was a doc, not only but I was a doc student, so it is different than, like a faculty experience. So I can't, you know, speak upon that. But, you know, trying to push students who are going to become therapists to kind of understand, you know, like, to me, that's like a lot of work, you know, to kind of help guide and facilitate students to resist the university, and to kind of swim upstream, which is sort of what is involved, the current is going one way, and it's been going one way for a long time. And so it involves being upstream inherently, that is work in the sense that it's labor. And its labor for a cause. That, you know, you believe in around justice, and, you know, the most general form or progress and the most general form. And so, yeah, I did have an itch to do more individual work, work. And so then I was at a nonprofit, and I was, you know, doing that I was in juvenile detention centers. I was in homes, I was in schools, I was in the courtroom. So you know, I was doing some of some of that. But I think now, like where I've gotten to with, like, a work, I guess, is, like, I am the work. And so like, if I am free. Like, that is the work. And then when I'm free, whatever I do is is in respect of or an expression of that. And so there's nothing that I can't do. That's not work. I realize I'm sounding a little bit like religious. Yeah. Like, like undertow? There's no, yeah, like institutions I like and a number of that. Yeah. But it is spiritual to me. So and it is. Yeah, it is spiritual to me in that way. So, yeah, I've just kind of gone inward with it a little bit more. I think that's just where I'm not, you know, just, you know, existentially right now.