I mean, it's definitely my mistake. There's I don't doubt that I think the thing also to remember about the Trojan horses for a very long time, this wasn't with cereal. This wasn't with the New York Times. This was a Brian at the time was working at this American life when I approached him. And, you know, it was basically he and I for a while. And This American Life is hosted by Ira Glass and he was basically our editor. But in the time when I made that mistake, it was largely just Brian and I kind of consulting with with each other. So it wasn't a thing that for example, you know, had the whole new time CRO kind of like team assembled and I decided to go and do this thing. Without running it by them. It was a you know, it wasn't supposed to be a thing. It was just supposed to be just like writing a letter. To source and seen if they would speak to us now what happened is, you know, like, I think the day before whatever we called him, and you know, he was he wasn't happy. And it was, you know, very aggressive short phone call. And it just felt like it was clear that he wasn't gonna speak to us without something major. But you know, I was I just said to Brian, I'm gonna write a letter to him. And he's the only one I run it past. I didn't let him read the letter. I wrote it. I sent it. And he read it when when the courts received the I guess, so I would love to distribute the blame of that moment. But it's all me. And I didn't feel when Brian was called me. You know? The only thing that was confusing to me in our conversation wasn't like him saying, What have you done here like that makes sense to me, of course of, you know, messed up. It was the bit afterwards when he was like, Do you believe this? Like, is this what you believe? And that for me was a different question. Like I understood the tactical error, and I understand what this means. But I wasn't sure why he was so confused about what I thought about what happened with the Trojan horse and that's where I started. If you listen to the conversation back it's split into two parts. Part one is just me just in total shock and apologetic and just kind of mumbling and totally confused. Then I go to drink some water. And there must be something in the water in Birmingham, because when I came back on the phone, I was just a lot more it's like, yeah, yeah, okay, let's talk, you know, and it was because I was just like, Well, okay, like, I had contextualize the mistake. Like, I knew what I had done. And for me, it was just like, Okay, I guess it's a tactical error, which, which might be costly. But I didn't think it was beyond that. When Brian kept pressing on just like, Do you believe this? That's where I got a bit annoyed. I got to be confused. I was just like, Yeah, I do. Like if I didn't, why would I be doing this case? If I thought the official narrative of the Trojan horse is real, why am I investigating? Why am I spending all this time and resources on it? So the mistake was absolutely mine. And I think the only bit by Brian's phone call that I remember rubbed me the wrong way was just his was him inquiring if I believe that.