Well, well, first of all, I'm in a particular position in Quebec. So it could be, you know, when you hear it, it could just be a language thing. You know, there is that identity aspect. And there are a lot of people who are very insistent that, you know, I'm a person and I happen to have HIV. Or there are people who have, whose HIV is much more central to their personal sense of self. You know, I feel like it's a, it's a big part of me, I do everything I can to minimize the impact of HIV in my life, you know, in my personal life, and to maximize it in my professional life. I still feel like it's central to my identity. And I had a discussion once with someone about it, if there were a cure, would you take it. And it was, it was interesting was a little group activity that was organized in Montreal, and there were three of us debating whether or not we would take a cure if it was offered to us. And I thought, for me, there are several elements to that, that I really spent a lot of time adjusting to the idea that I have HIV, that I kind of know what I'm going to die off that I'm going to die earlier than some of my friends and siblings. But I'm not upset about that, you know, I've sort of adjusted my expectations of life. And am I ready to redo that? I think almost everyone I know, with HIV has said that after my diagnosis, I really went through a process of re-examining my values and deciding determining what was important to me. And I'm not sure if I'm ready to do that again.