Well, and something I've realized is that like I'm scared shitless of getting trapped by women because this is what I see is that the the woman woman's stronger, emotional, or I don't know the stronger the lower energetic center. And, and then I don't know what about you know, can I'm not no authority on this subject, but I had a great meditator warn me that a that if I were like a woman to get me out of a big psychological thing, but I couldn't get a woman out of one. And then I had this whole thing down here on the ground play out. And I think he's right. And, and I'm scared, man. I'm just like, it's like it's not that I'm scared. It's like, I've witnessed that fear visceral in my body. Like, I've gotten this thing about like, okay, it's like, I can say this thing. I can say all my bits and pieces about contemplative discipline and holding your opinions loosely and all of that stuff, but if I no adjust, it doesn't resonate. Then, you know, and that's how I feel it is in the culture of men has more of a like, well, we'll fucking fight it out. Man. It's like actually a it's a competitive like, it's a it's an environment where the competition is exposed and outward and open, and therefore, results in a clear pecking order. And there's all sorts of like, you know, ego is so strong, but then also we break each other's egos down and have like, um, you know, have that process of making each other durable, but it's like the women the female energy, which is so healing and so powerful, but it doesn't, it doesn't like you know, it's like, what is it needs safe spaces, but what I see is that it's not these spaces aren't robust. And like there is and then there's a they have an auto immune system, like are they you know, they have an immune system that has an autoimmune disorder, and there's this need to purge some aspect of the excessively patriarchal, masculine, but that immune system gets directed towards white men, rather than the excessively patriarchal, masculine. And it's like, well, maybe actually, some of the women have that and maybe actually, some of the white men have some of the puzzle pieces like maybe actually the white men in there feeling hurt by this. Like, you know, even it right in there feeling hurt by this conflation. Maybe there's something to the white man's voice having some truth to it. And there's so much acknowledgement of that. Like when I say that in the like, I brought that up so close to the surface in the chat in the DSS. But then it's not like the structure isn't responsive. I'm like, just like, and that's what I experienced with I email as soon as I find out that the Miami event is something that I could cook for I email and then don't get a response. And then like, that's what you know. It's like basically I was wanting more of a response from Hara Hara from Harris. About this, this about the you know, about like, we are in a fucking pod. You made this offer of all these different services that you you have like, aren't you fucking offering them I didn't realize that it was only paid. And it like, you know, and so, I don't know. I mean, it's just like, and this is this is what I think it becomes is region era. It's this simple, Steven. It's like region era. We have on people who are already on boarded to it. It's a living, breathing entity. Here we are at the gate. It's the gate where you can have your stars read, you can find your way to other people who who have similar ideas of what region era are. You can find yourself received and witnessed all of these things. There's a there's a beautiful welcoming, there's the arts of hospitality and invitation.