I think there's actually two parts to it, I think it's important to acknowledge both because there is a high level of grief, you know, when you had children, you expected their childhood to be one way. And after diagnosis, it's completely different. And then add a pandemic on top of it. You know, they don't, they didn't have birthday parties, I haven't taken them to a library storytime, I mean, these are just basic childhood moments that you just kind of need to allow yourself the space to say, this stinks, I'm allowed to have the feelings of just this isn't what I asked for. But this is what I've got. But the other side to it is incredible, because the amount of community that you can create, I look back on the community that I built, February 2020, it looks so small, and so fragile compared to what you're able to do, I wouldn't have even thought like, let's find a zoom art class for you, let's find you a pen pal. Like those just weren't even on my radar. And now I have children that like can talk to other type one diabetics, we do not have one in our neighborhood, but they talk to someone in Australia, they write, you know, a pen pal letter to a kid in Oregon, they do diabetes art classes, where they can all talk to each other. I mean, there is just the beauty of looking beyond the community that I think I viewed in 2020. Versus now it's just incredible. I think there's space to say, I'm sad. And there's also space to say, we still have the power to create a community.