Well don't you think they've been doing it better.? They've been making more money they don't spoke on Ted x. They done got you know, all these accomplishments. Maybe you should look at it. And child, I like to think that I'm strong. But baby, that voice got to me. I'm like, dang, you know what, you're right. They have been in the game longer than me, let me go and check on what they're doing. And so I go to the websites of some of the people, I'm gonna women that are a little bit and you know, they're in my industries, but they're further along than me make more money, whatever the case may be. So I go start looking on our website. And you know how you're just like, I just want to see if I'm doing it right, this answer, you know, this question of, am I doing the right? Am I doing the right? Am I doing the right kept popping up! Because here's the thing in certain industries, there are ways to do it. Right, right? You're not even copying off nobody. There are just tried and true methods to getting more butts in the seats, more downloads, more eyes on your work more money, like there are systems that people put in place. But for me, it was just like, that's cool. And I know it, I just want to try my own spin on things. But I succumbed to the pressure of my inner critic. And I go on this one girl's website and I love her. She's She's beautiful, just a beautiful person. And I'm scrolling through and she has all of her accomplishments on there. What stages she spoke on. What conferences she's been on how she's helped the hundreds of women do X, Y and Z and her income report was on there. And all of a sudden I felt small, so small like girl bye! Who did you think you would was? Did you think you can even compete and not when I was competing? It was like why would you even think you can be in the same industry as THIS girl She's so legit And I remember thinking that like dang guys she just got her life together she is so legit! Like dang I might as well just sit down somewhere my stuff a little janky you know. I'm DIYIng it and all that stuff. And you know, just kind of throwing a pity party for myself. And then a thought dawned on me it was just like, Jessica, you're legit. And I'm like, Nah, ghee. You don't know know what I'm talking about? Like I am making moves like everybody else's. And God's like "No, go ahead." "I want you to go, your own l website, just real quick so i'm like Okay, which one? No Real Jewelry or the Sunday Jumpstart." What you want to do?