We right barbecue chips a next door neighbor somewhere, and she just, she shut in. She can't get out. Oh, so you've got to go visit her? Yep. Well, nobody else does. I'm telling you, I got a brother. I got a brother at a nursing home. And the Holy Spirit has been telling me, Jonathan, if Robin can't take care of him, you got to do it. So I'm trying to face whether to move out of state or take care of my brother. And I think the Lord is saying, Look, unless you got family taking care of him. You got, you got to be there, right? Yeah. So he's out of state. No, he's down in Portland, but I'm up here and, you know, but I go back and forth for work things. Sometimes down there I live in my van. So wherever my van is is where I live. It's what I want. Because I'm writing about 150 different books that I would not have been able to put together if I were paying rent, mortgage and having to work like a slave, sleeping tent, carry around like a camper. You mean even like a canvas tent or a metal one, they tow behind, and you can sleep in it. Yeah, yeah, I need to do something like that. But this makes room for the bed. There's enough room for a bed back there. So you don't, you don't need much space to sleep. You just need a few feet going different directions, and boom, what are you doing? The one, same thing. Sleep, three sleeping bags on a cold night, like the three dog night, you put one sleeping bag inside another, and then the third one's inside all that, and believe you, me, you put a hat on. You're not gonna be cold. You will not be cold with three sleeping bags, true. But if you know what's not roughing it is when you turn your car on before you get out of your sleeping bag so it's warm and toasty when you step out. Yeah, now I'm just as equipped as the rich man. The only thing is, you know, it's nice to be able to have a bathroom and convenient and all that. But you know what? You know, a gallon jug works real well. You don't have to get out of your sleeping bag, and you take care of number one, but number two a little different. I get it, but for that, that's my only complaint. Believe you me, it's worth it because, well, I'm writing a modern Pilgrims Progress about the story of how I'm going from this earth to heaven and all the different distractions that the devil was throwing my way. And sometimes I made a success of it, sometimes I made a mistake and went the wrong direction on the road. And so I'm telling the whole story warts and all. It's my story, and I'm sticking to it like the old country song goes, that's my story, and I'm sticking to it, but it's going to be the modern Pilgrims Progress, which is basically the story of how I'm trying to get over to point B and and the thing is, they say you can't get there from here, but that's just the devil lying to us, because you can get there, and when he comes, it's going to be amazing. So please keep up your work of touching those souls around you, because I got to do the same thing. Can we just pray? Heavenly Father, thank you so much for this time. Thank you, Father, for this blind brother that's going to see again very soon. And what a beautiful thing. The first thing he's going to see is the face of Jesus when He returns to raise up us all from the dead, or though raise us up here alive, caught up together with you in the air, so shall we ever be with you, according to Paul to the Thessalonians, oh God, it says, Wherefore, comfort one another with these thoughts that we will be with you forever. Oh God. We, thank you for the privilege. Bless our ministry, father. We can do nothing without you. In Jesus name. We, thank you. Amen. It's a blessing to meet you. I heard you talking to him about how you didn't quite get what he needed, but or something. Dear. Next time, next time. God bless you. God bless you, brother. I'm looking forward to seeing you guys on the other side. Maybe, maybe we'll get together here. Well, what we need to do is set up a tent and have them come to the tent meeting. Back in the day, they used to do that. And I'm starting to get to the point where I think I'm just going to pitch a tent and start preaching. God bless you. Have a great day, my brother and sister, you.
