Yeah, I'll just speak back to that comment you made there about being fearless. And I say, you know, it's probably probably something we should all embrace. And that's, you know, the there's very rarely been a moment where there wasn't an element of fear or uncertainty. But it's never stopped me from doing something, you know, even I mean, in Iraq, when running our missions, you know, human being, you know, me and the guys are scared to going out there, you know, that there's a very good chance that, you know, some of you might be coming home that day, when you go into a new country trying to set up when you get taken away by police to be interrogated. You know, this, this is, you know, you can be marched on. So it's not scary, but the reality is, it is scary sometimes. And, you know, it's how we deal with that fear and manage risk, I suppose that creates the opportunities for us doing nothing and living a life of safety is that's the scary thing for me, you know, the most scary thing for me. But yeah, so the IPF, I left Iraq, I did, did a bunch of tours over there. And then were three about spent about three years in total, doing doing various roles. One was training Iraqi paramilitary forces, I later moved into a management role within that program, and then working alongside the US Army Corps of Engineers, as a present private contractor for what was called program matrix, based out of Baghdad. So we were running, you know, sometimes four or five missions a day, working with the Corps doing doing reconnaissance operations with them on major infrastructure that have been destroyed their schools, hospitals, power plants, the I left Iraq, spent a year in South America, and I suppose, you know, if you know, this, really, you know, something of deep personal impact, particularly when I'm here in the US, we're 22 us veterans a day commit suicide, I went to South America, and what was it turned at the beginning a self deserved break or a holiday or a reward for having survived or having done well financially for having served in some of the most elite military units that are and then, you know, certainly among humans, a masters at creating excuses that suit up conveniences, and it just became a very slippery slope for me, drugs and alcohol became less of a reward and more of an escape, turn into an 11 month, you know, downward spiral. You know, I say this as someone that, that, you know, it's not, it's not too uncommon to wake up to, you know, a Facebook post or an email or a phone message about, you know, another brother that's, that's committed suicide taking their own life because, I mean, you want to train someone up to to be able to shoot someone from a mile away or go and live, you know, for extended periods in the middle of a war zone in a foreign country in a different hemisphere. And they're not pick up the pieces of those kids that go out and fight the arguments of old men. When these kids come home, and you know, once somebody's got to flip a burger at hungry Jack's are driving Uber and you know, they're actually trained to work as part of it a tight knit small, niche unit, doing shit that most people couldn't even do on a PlayStation. And, you know, it's it's hard, you know, it's hard to reintegrate back into society and I was one of the lucky ones when I hit rock bottom, I bounced. And you know, there's a lot of people that weren't that fortunate. I I ended up on a I'd heard about anti poaching sounded like an adventure. Again, I would say, selfish angle that I was always Taking or fulfilling it was about, you know, the next adventure for Damian, just like Iraq had been, just like the military had been, it wasn't necessarily about serving my country or a higher purpose it was, it was about serving myself really.