You know, the reason why-alll jokes aside. The reason why I was absent last week is it's just me and my business. And I'm finding out that I can not walk and chew gum, I'm not a good multitasker when it comes to my business. And so I've really been a few things have been on my heart, get on video. That has been my dream for a minute just to show up, literally get on camera, and I guess I'll announce it now y'all I've not like pre announcing things, but I'm coming out with a daily show is called the Mini Jumpstart. It'll be every Monday through Friday. But it's gonna be on video, right? It's like, let's let's Kiki it a little bit. It's gonna be live over on YouTube, premiering in the middle of November. And so as I'm working on this show, and just figuring out the kinks, I was like, You know what, let me figure out my email marketing things. There are some mini courses and guides and audio things that I want to get done audio sessions, like, yeah, like audio coaching sessions, basically, that I want to get done. And it was like, first I had to get my welcome sequence back for my email, I have one up but I didn't like it. And I never changed it. There are a few funnels, I want to get just like mechanical things in my business. And so I was trying to record and do those very mechanical things. And my brain once I go left, I can't go right. Like once I'm in a very like, you know, research heavy, action oriented kind of state of mind, it's very hard for me to get back to my whoo self. I've always been like that. Like, if I'm in math class, baybay we doing math, I can't even think about our inner like, I don't know why I'm like that, but I am. And so that's why I was missing last week is because I've been I just feel it like let's let's show up on video. So be be Stay tuned for the Mini Jumpstart Monday through Friday in the mornings, that's gonna be so fun. And it'll be live for us. And it's just other things in my heart. And the only reason I'm coming up with this show coming out with this show, is for the past year and a half, it has been on my heart in my body to actually show up, right, I've been hiding, quote unquote, behind a podcast mic and a computer for years now. And it's just been on me show up, get on camera, show your face, do something live with your audience so we can build our relationship. There are other things that are going on in my mind that I want to launch and all of that stuff and I'm so excited about it. But I had to be quiet in order to hear it. And the books are telling me well you should have this freebie and host this webinar and do this workshop and then there's like, yeah, I could do all that and that works by other people. And it's going to work for me. But right now, my what I feel led to do is to put the show on camera, right and the Sunday Jumpstart is still gonna be a podcast format. It'll still be in apple podcast, but it'll come out the week after it was live on YouTube like I got a whole little strategy and that's what I was working on. And before I had a flood of people coming to the website or just checking me out I just really wanted to have my email stuff situated and ready to go to have some passive income come in and to you know, just have those funnels in place and that's why I was missing, right. And I I just can't be afraid to fail. I have to trust that I know what I'm doing. And I think a lot of times there's this pressure, or I should be further along. I've been doing this for six years, right? Because we see so many people coming up with these aha ideas overnight. Well, my mom has always taught me and I'm glad she did is that, you know, sometimes it takes 10 years to be an overnight success, and I don't want it to. But everything that got me to this moment has been a decision that I've made. And it's, it's been pretty good. It's been a pretty good ride. And when I look back over my life, I know that I can trust myself, you know, I'm saying in the words of the great Beyonce, she said, I know that I will never disappoint myself. That's how I feel like, let's do this. Let's go. I trust myself. I know what I need to do. I know the next steps. I know them, and yes, I'm afraid but I trust myself. I know them. And yes, you know, the pros say to do it this way. But I trust myself, and know what I want to do where I want to be how to skate. I know how to do that. And also know how to do research or ask for help. But I trust myself and I don't need for external voices to be my crutch. I know my why I know who I'm serving. I know the promises God made me I know that I'm anointed, I know that this is my ministry. And I trust myself to honor it. And I want you to start thinking in that same vein, right? You know what to do? You know what to do, baby, you know exactly what your next steps are. You might not know all 50 million steps, but you know, your next best step, trust you. You might have messed up, things might have not worked out not because of you per se. Just because that's life, right? Life is always teaching us some things and it's always rerouting us back to the right path. You got this. You are this is you baby trust yourself. Right?