Well, it's, it's kind of a long, convoluted story out, I'll distill it. I had some health problems. I was diagnosed with depression a good while back and was promptly put on medication. Well, the medication had a terrible side effect, I immediately began to put on weight. I mean, that day, and I've never stopped and my weight doubled within two years, and then kept going. So I started having issues with my joints, my knees and so forth. And then I was falling off. And, and I was working with small children. At that time. I was considerably larger than I am at this point. And I was a danger to myself and to my clients, to my patients, you know, so the doctor said, listen, we're just going to have to sideline you. He said, This will probably be temporary. And well, it turned out it wasn't so temporary, things just progressively got worse. But anyway, I got put on a medical hold by Asha. And apparently, it's only a 10 year there's a 10 year cap on it, which I reached. But I was never alerted that there was a tenure cap. So I had gone 10 years without having to pay any dues, because I was on a medical retirement as it were. In 2020, in the middle of World Wide COVID. Apparently, I was sent a letter from Asher That stated, your 10 year exemption is up, you have to pay your dues now. Well, I didn't get it. I mean, if I did, I never saw it as just swears. They sent it. I never received it. Mail, men were thrown away bags of mail, if you recall, during COVID, they didn't want to deliver, they were putting bags of mail under bridges and stuff. There was all kinds of crazy stuff going on. But anyway, that's where I landed this, this was the perfect storm. So I missed my payment in 2020. I didn't pay my $230. And they never notified me that I didn't pay, you would think if you were going to take with somebody's professional livelihood, that you would at least then send them a certified letter that said, Hey, are you sure you received nothing? And I contacted Ashley, I said, Gosh, I never received anything a certified letter letting me know that this terrible thing was about to befall me. And they said, well, in your case, they said sometimes we send out certified letters. In your case, we didn't feel it was warranted. And I thought, you know, I studied a work, I sacrificed six and a half years of my life to achieve the speech pathologist profession that I have, and that I love. And to just have it stripped away like that, my gosh, I can't begin to tell you the level of depression that I felt and hopelessness and just my self worth dissipated. But that's where I was. And that's where I've been, and until I met you, you three have altered my existence in the most favorable way.