I am so kind of things I'm forgetting. So I'm functioning at a very high level right now. And also not so my friends have been asking me what they can do to help, right? Because I'm like, I am managing a lot right now. And it's hard for me. Like I was saying to my friends, it's hard for me to make meals because I'm never hungry. Yeah, and I don't like cooking. But everybody's hungry. And Tom can't do anything. So I need help with that. So my sister has offered she's like, well, if you want we can batch cook together. So that way, it's a social activity. And we're just going to on Sundays make meals for the whole week. So you can have leftovers and so it's going to be something. I was like, Okay, great. Let's do that. And my friend Frankie was like, we could co work, right? So that that'll be dedicated periods of accountability when we're going to be together and we're both going to work so that you will not be like, Oh, I'm going to go to a house task now or I should go check. Like, right. And so my sister is teaching a course It has a D 12. site as well. And we both had to create our G 12 courses. And she's like, Well, why don't you come over on Friday? That's the day I'm working on that. And we can spend a couple of hours working on that. I'm like, okay, great. Good. Really good. I know, it's really good. And so I went, I went to her house, and I was like, all pleased with myself, because I was almost on time. I was only 10 minutes late. And I remember to bring the coffee and that was great. And I sat down, I was like, Ah, maybe this is gonna work out. And then my phone rang. And I looked at it, I was like, What is this number? Like? So I pick it up? I'm like, huh, wow. And it's like, Hi, this is Brendan from CJ lb, Winnipeg. And it's like, oh, yeah, I'm gonna be on the radio five minutes. I fucking forgot Lee 15 hours earlier. Right? I had answered a journalist email. But this radio station I talked to quite frequently in Winnipeg on the resident social media expert at Morrison University. And I was like, yeah, be great. I think if I was gonna go, and the phone rang, and he, like, had no fucking idea who it was, until he started talking. And like, he's like, we're just gonna have you on a couple minutes. Right after the weather break. I was like, shit. Now I'm frantically googling because also we're going on to prepare. Yeah, obviously. Immediately slipped my mind, right. And I thought, Oh, great. Like, that's what I'm doing, who forgets a live radio interview that they only confirmed 15 hours prior. Me. I also forgot to hand in the form of grading my master's student who completed a month ago. Right. So I got email about that as far as because it's done. But I never handed it in. And yeah, it's a crisis, right? Or I went, where did I go? I was on campus. And then someone came to my office because I had a meeting booked with me, and I forgot where I got an email from. No, I got a text from Tom. I was at work on the other day, and he texted and it was, it was three 330. And he was like, will you be able to drive our kid to their art class? At 430? Because I can't drive. And I was like, feeling very smug about it. Because I wrote him back. And I said, Well, yeah, I'm happy to drive them. But it's the fall now. So art class is back on Wednesday, and not on Tuesday. Right? I'm like, Look at me. I'm so smart. I'm handling everything. He wrote me back. He's like, Yeah, it's Wednesday today. Yeah. Right. It's like, yes, so clear. I was like, I'm going to be gentle correcting him here. I'm going to be the bigger person. And I'm gonna be like, it's okay, I got this, you've got the wrong game. He's like, actually don't. So I like I did that. And then like Wednesday night, I was like, playing piano for the first time and like, all week, because I just thought I have not had time because I'm using all these things. And I was like, Yay, I'm finally getting 20 minutes of piano. And it's like, 1030 at night. And I was like, Hey, I remember the cleaning the desert company tomorrow. And I was like, and I had a tantrum about it, because I completely forgot. And I was aware that I was having a tantrum, because people were coming to clean my house. But I thought that they were coming on Friday. I don't know why they never come on Friday. We had a service like many years ago that came on Friday. And somehow that's in my head. So now I'm like, mad because I was planning piano and now I don't get to play piano would have to clean the whole house because they also come at like eight in the morning. Yeah, right. So it had to get done. And I had a tantrum. And I did not want to I have a brain like a sieve, like the executive function is completely shot. So I am like trying to do all the things, but I forget them. Like, constantly, I forgot to leave the Percocets out for Tom when I went to work the other day. I'm like managing the Percocet. But also, he can't open the cap on it. Because you're too hands to open the cap. And sounds like I can't like the things I'm forgetting. And I'm feeling a lot of shame about that. But I'm trying now to build some systems like, I'm going to work with this person, I'm going to do my batch cooking, and I'm just trying to automate things and put reminders, because I'm like, I am trying to remember too many things. I have exceeded my capacity. So like, I have to be the grown up and I will do it if I can only remember what it is that I'm supposed to do. So boy, the challenges are multiplying.