Yeah I know, and I appreciate that. It's definitely it has shifted my entire world. Some things were easier to shift than others. Some things I'm still striving to shift, which is one of the reasons I'm here, you know, because sometimes we need help with that shifting process. Because I do think there was a little bit of when you're diagnosed with something that changes your life, sometimes you can have the feeling of, wow, my worth just went away. Like, it's been a real challenge. At certain junctures to be able to go, nope, I have to do things differently now. I'm not always super quick. Some days I have garbled speech, but I'm doing the best I can. But I have to stop comparing the best I can today, versus what the best I could do was three years ago, you know, because it's really not fair to overlay those two because they're quite different. And so it's been a slow journey of finding that acceptable. Because I was when I first got the diagnosis, I was just like, Nope, I'm gonna power through this. I'm gonna find a way to fix this. We're going to do all the things I'm going to do it right I'm because I'm a good girl and everything's gonna be great. Well, you know that doesn't always work. Yeah, but so the handball coming back to the hand polishing, I found that something that I'm not, I'm not able to do as much of so I can have sections that are polished. And so immediately I started looking for what are ways that I can achieve a similar look that are going to be less impactful on my person, like, what can I do. And so I found a couple of glazes that have a similar texture when they're fired. So the appearance is similar. So that has cut out some steps that's cut out some time, and it's cut out somewhere for me personally. So that has helped, and this new collection has that different surface finishing on it. So that was that was something fun to explore. And again, I think it was just the fact this was the first time those pieces had been on the market. It was the very first time they'd been in front of people. It was a vast array of differently, you know, I had never participated in fashion week before. And this was it was a vast array of people who had come through both for the public open portion and also for the closed private events. And so I, you can have an idea of who you're going to encounter and who you're going to be in front of, but you never have 100%, unless you have scheduled all the people you would never have 100% of I know who's going to be there. So for me, it was like, Okay, I'm meeting new people. And I'm seeing some people prefer XYZ. And it's like some people prefer banana splits. And some people really prefer brownies, like, they're not going to swap, I learned. Yeah. Oh, and then these years Sorry, I had to figure out where I was. As far as these earrings go. These are they are hand polished, they have cut in inlays. So I cut a specific area, I start with a 25-pound block of clay. First of all, I think that's important to understand. So I get this great big chunk of stuff. And then I cut it down, I roll it out, I cut all of my forms, anything that is inserted into the clay for an attachment point, I'd bend those wires myself, I use sharp tools to do all of the cut work. So anyplace where I've got glaze or luster, I like a really clean line. So I make sure to designate specifically you're gonna live here, I go back through my fire that I do a little bit of reshaping, because sometimes you just have to, and then I go through and I do all of my glaze work, I fire that. If it didn't have thermal shock, or do anything really bizarre in the kiln, I go ahead and I do my precious metal lusters. So I have to wear a respirator or a ventilator, because you don't want to breathe that in. And then you apply that with a very, very fine brush. And then you go ahead and you fire that another time. And then I go ahead and protect that luster with a sealant. And then I spend time with hand polishing, and then I'm able to go through and assemble everything. So it's a lot of steps, like a friend of mine is a friend of mine's a metalsmith. And she was asking me like, how do you do this? And I walked her through it. And she was like, I got tired halfway through. I'm not gonna lie.