What we what we thought it was. We thought it was a license. So I was paying for it, what I thought was my license up until 2000 Yeah, 2021, from whenever I got it very early, 2000s and eventually I was like, you know, I've been in academia for eight years, and I haven't more than eight years, but at that point, for eight years, I hadn't done anything clinically. I was thinking, I should just stop paying because I'm just not using it. But before I got to make that decision, the ethics complaint came in saying that I did two things wrong. One is, I refer to myself as a swallowologist, and two, I had the nerve to talk about sex and sexuality with a friend of mine who's a sexual health expert, who had questions about her clients and how they use their oral cavities, and she's not a expert. So I offered that kind of advice, and we had a great conversation on Instagram lives. Those two things meant that I needed to explain myself and I refused to explain myself, because I'm just not interested in being involved in Asha in any way. At that point, I was already on my way out. So what am I explaining myself for? So I told some friends who also happen to be pretty influential online, and they were like, you have to do something. I was like, I don't have to do anything, but here's all the documentation if you want to do something. And they spread the internet with it, and the field kind of blew up, not necessarily because of a particular sensitivity to Ianessa Humbert, but because of the story and their frustration with ASHA, it was easy. What I learned is it was so easy to agitate people who are already had underlying, bubbling, disgruntled feel about the organization. So when my case came out, I got on a daily basis, know, like hundreds of messages, inundated with messages and ASHA ended up dropping it in seven days with me never even submitting anything to them, because I had 45 days to submit something, because the claim was so ridiculous, ultimately, and and that's because of all the grassroots efforts from people like you, Jeanette and others you. Know, I thanked so many of them for doing this, but what it did is I heard the biggest thing that bothered me is, okay, some people think I shouldn't talk about sex, or some people were like, You're too powerful if you do this. Dr Humber, they're going to think that that's why they're coming after you. That's all fine. My issue is i Then, in all so many messages got, you know, paragraphs from people saying, I cannot believe Ash is wasting their time on this, I submitted an ethics complaint about babies in the NICU getting East him, or I submitted a claim about a speech pathologist who's hurting people, and they told me they don't have enough evidence, but they're coming after you because you said some words you mentioned female body parts that are actually, you know, in Grey's Anatomy. Oh, my God, that's the thing you did. So they were just like, where are there, where are there, where are their ethics, right? And so when those kinds of things happen, we just have to be mindful that these are human beings. And making decisions about other human beings, that's what that's what this whole world is. And sometimes as human beings, I think we lose sight of what our goal is. Our goal is to, first and foremost, protect and serve the patients with the kinds of diseases and disorders that are in our school of practice. That's number one. And in order to do that, you have to take care of the people on the on the ground in front of them, the clinicians, first and foremost, and then after that. Yes, academia, science, that was my bread and butter. That's also very important for long term answers. But you can't prioritize the look of your organization over the actual people who need to be served. And in my opinion, I was expanding thinking and critical thinking in a direction among the people who need to be served, who do have questions around sex and sexuality, right? So for me, it was a beautiful way to understand where I need to pursue my next steps, and where I've had enough time, I've done my service, and I don't need to go back to but I definitely think that was the first time I saw the power of speech pathologist. I had never seen it before, not before that, in seven days. It was, it was like a force, and I'm so I've never been more proud, actually, of what speech pathologists can do. I pray that working with you all, they become more proactive than reactive, but at least we know we have what it takes.