He says, Why would you say that it is close at hand when you are in your teacher's presence, but far away when you are in the countryside. As you go directly forward, naturally you will encounter it, wherever you are, is the same. Why would we say that it's, it's at hand, in machine and but far away when we are outside, it's a shame. It's it's the mind that determines that it's never apart from us, in sesshin, outside sesshin, no matter the circumstances,