Practice Circle 1-25-22

    5:34PM Jan 25, 2022

    Speakers:

    Carla Meeske

    Kate

    Keywords:

    animal

    teacher

    tree

    spirits

    power

    jackie

    world

    journey

    big

    asked

    class

    cedar tree

    underwater

    compassionate

    siberian

    picture

    kate

    sacred

    circle

    carla

    practise circle. I can do it. 125 dash two two. Okay. And we're gonna do some upper middle and lower world work. You all up to speed on that thing oh

    boy oh well hey I call the spirits of the North opening the gateway of the stars

    me the compassionate spirits come through and into our circle connecting us to the stars whose idea of us, formed us our birth stars connecting us to the heart of the Milky Way and connecting us to all the compassionate spirits who shine Love Light upon us and we turned to the east and open the gateway of the Sun she opens her gates in the waters sunlight floods in May the compassionate spirits of the east to work with you your power animals, your teachers and your ancestors come and be present for you now. And we go now to the south to the gateway of earth and we asked for sweet ones to come the compassionate spirits of the South to hold us to love us and to support our power animals especially to come and we go now to the west to the gateway of Twilight and we asked the compassionate spirits to come to hold us close in their Misty web carrying us the Twixt in between into and out of the shape shifting lands and turning our attention back now to the center. May your sacred tree be there strong for you connecting with it remembering your feet as its roots your heart and it's trumped. Your head and the bow and leaves calling now your particular power animal to be strong present and clear for you.

    And your teachers seen and unseen known and unknown from the upper, middle and lower worlds all to connect to you now. Can you your tree your multi portals dimensional space yeah that's a bar above so below as within so without me the harmony and beauty of the compassionate spirits infuse us with vision and love Hello, everybody.

    How was your weekend? Huh? How many COVID people do we have on the call today? I know Donna's got it. Kayla, you're out of it. Yeah.

    I haven't had it since Thanksgiving. Great. Yeah, I was negative.

    Oh good. Good. Everybody else doing all right. Good. Okay. Jennifer, Hi, honey. Oops.

    Hi, sorry. I'm trying to figure this out. I'm, it's still I woke up a little late. So I have no video.

    Okay, well, we none of us cares. We'd love to see your face even though it looks like you're in your pajamas.

    All right, at some point.

    So we have the core members of our group and we have patty and joining us. Yeah. And Patty is has taken this class several times and she is expanding and connecting and Kayla's joining us expanding and connecting. And Jackie is here today. But will not be continuing the animal communication series. Because her timing it's wrong on her timing. And Jackie I'm sorry I couldn't get back to your email last night. I you know, I went out. I went to Paige this weekend to photograph the Milky Way and to go through the slot canyon and there's a lot of driving involved to go to page. So I'm got a little behind. Okay, as we check in, please let me know if I'm going to actually start with the people who are core on the circle. Then please let me know if you had any chance to work with going into the upper and lower world. And I'm going to begin with Kate

    I am not I'm not I'm not that fantastic. I did some of your coursework online. And I think I've asked that. I mean I I've know I've been follower before because I've done some other courses but I think I accidentally dropped into the low world because I did something about going into the tree and going into the room but my room where you got your round or some grandfather figure and stuff like that you're given that, but mine was a long corridor with lots of doors opening off the corridor with nobody and the there wasn't a kind of room I went straight into a corridor. One of the corridors was you could see light coming out of it. And you opened it and it was sunshine and butterflies. And another one was nighttime with a moon. And then another one I could see water coming out and it was water and it was a little boat quite choppy. So I thought that was interesting that I didn't have a person and I didn't have a room. It just was there like a corridor. Good, but my panorama was in the corridor, right this way this way. So after that I decided to visit an ancestor for a problem because we talked about that and so I tried that. And I went zooming down the corridor. I mean long long long away with us. And then we throw out the end with some door. And we were just only me and my power animal down, down, down, down down. Tiny, low long way down and landed because I asked to see an ancestor for a problem. And it was an I presume that's a low world because I went down down down down down and it was an enormous around a tank. Oh really cool. And actually what they did they rang a tank just physically got lots of lots of kind of illness in the family the management bit wobbly. And it just

    just to me that Tom's sorry.

    And then it turned into words and I was this tiny little piece and it's really solid piece of wood so I think it was about protection and love. I know big held being held really tightly. So that was a bit tearful. But that was really cool because they're there for you and they do that sort of stuff for you and it's all symbolic. Yeah. So that was really really cool. But it was a lot I don't think I've ever gone that far down is a long, long way down. It's quite dark. Thirsty, really, really, really

    good. So the tree is a dimension portal into way more than the upper and lower world. And Celt, the Celts don't recognize upper world lower world and Middle World so much as the worlds

    so that's my corridor.

    Yeah. Yeah. And even though the foundation for shamanic studies does not teach you that kind of layout of the land, it is your layout of the land and it is the way you work. And if your power animal is accompanying you, you're good. So shamanism is about our recovering knowledge that has been lost. The spirits give us the knowledge individually when we ask, and the way each of us works will be slightly different. Because the history of us our ancestral history is way bigger than any kind of capsulation of a vision of it we have today. And when we journey like this, we're opening doors that are vast, so great, thank you Karen, how was your time? Oh, you're muted, honey. Sorry,

    thank you. I didn't have as much time to practice as I would have liked but when I did to it when when I first began there there was I guess it maybe was a doorway but it was glowing. A very deep purple. And I'm trying to think because sometimes I end up doing this really late at night because that's the only time I have Yeah, and so I can get really tired because it's maybe 1230 at night and I'm trying to get my things in. So but in some of this, so where I end up going is a really pretty meadow that I sit right next to a waterfall. And so there's running water, but every time I start there, I end up at the ocean and I'm in the crest of a wave. It's like I'm underneath the crest of a wave. Ooh. And it's always you know, it's in the sea formation and I'm just right under neath that kind of going right right under that. And that happens every time it seems lately that that I meditator or a journey and then for people or spirits who come forward I've I get I get a picture of one and I believe his name is Samuel and then I have another one who has come and tried to remember his name is

    Saul,

    Saul. Yes. But they don't come. Very often I get lots of animals that come and places and I get lots and lots of pictures. That I'm not sure so like at the beginning of our session today. As soon as I closed my eyes, there was a picture of a calendar and a monkey.

    Interesting that Kate's like with an Ranga Tang.

    Mm hmm. But I get pictures of people. I don't know. They're like photographs. I get all these photographs of people and places and things that I don't know.

    Interesting. Interesting. So I'm just gonna say that you may discover that you have a psychic template. And I'm just putting the word there to give you an idea of how to interpret the imagery that comes through I don't know much about psychic. I don't teach psychic, but psychic people journey and receive in a different way than other people do. And I'm getting very strongly from what you're saying that you've got a psychic template and just know that and understand that your unique way of receiving and journeying is beautiful, perfect and will be developed. Okay? And don't be surprised if you start getting psychic stuff. Okay, like I know Bob.

    Well, you know, I've had so there have been some people. So I've been trying to practice animal communication, and a friend of mine. It was her brother in law wanted me to speak to his dog and I had spoken or I thought I had communicated with a dog before but she came to me very and I wasn't, I wasn't meditating. I wasn't journeying. But she came to me and she had a message and she she wanted that message to come through. So I wrote when I had time I wrote everything down and I passed it on. And the feedback that I got from my friend was that he wasn't sure he wanted to do that again because he wasn't comfortable having his dog know everything about him. Because it was a message for him.

    Yeah. Okay. So in today's exercise, this will be we're going to give the exercise we're going to do today is for you to work tree power animal and then go to the number one teacher who will be working with you every time we do this work for the five weeks session, okay, so that you develop a consistency relationship like I have with grandmother sunflower. I work with a gazillion teachers but I can always go to her and I am anchored in my pads are clear, and I am not lost trying to figure out who I'm talking to or what's going on. So that's just to set the stage so that you're not spending time trying to figure out who is so you go to and then you Yeah, okay. And that will help you.

    Okay, great. Thank you.

    We're gonna go to Donna. Are you there honey? Can you get up first thing Oh,

    I started

    but by the time the drums hit house fast asleep.

    You just sleep through this sweetheart. We'll catch up. She's got she's got COVID Yeah, and you guys

    Yeah, but if you don't mind I still want to be on.

    Yeah, absolutely. We love you. Okay, thank you.

    Jackie. So I I worked through your the online stuff. And I went through all of it twice. And in the online thing, you you talk about, you know, a safe place going to a safe place. And so the first time my safe place and the place I feel the safest is underwater. Just very peaceful. Just sitting 25 feet down underwater, you know, but then when when I'm asked to visualize a tree, I can step conceptual mind comes in and I'm like, there are trees underwater. There are seaweed, seaweed forests. And so that kind of confused me. And then I tried to visualize a tree and yeah, you know, I was able to, you know, the tree kind of came out of the water. I guess that that was my way of, of figuring out how a tree gets underwater. And then as far as animals as far as animals go, when when I am when I'm, you know, round my tree and stuff. There are lots of animals there's all kinds of animals but when I'm asked to bring my power animal and I really don't see or feel anything. I want to get to the second the second go around with the whole course. Online i because this time I thought well maybe I should not. Maybe I should not go underwater. And so I we have a cedar tree right next to our house and it's I call it our birthing tree because so much life lives in that huge old cedar tree. And I didn't know if it was okay to kind of instead of having something come to me but I just think of that cedar tree. And I do sit under that cedar tree and feel a lot of peace and, and, and and goodness. So I so I brought that cedar tree up but that that was very bad that was me bringing it up instead of it coming to me it's the same. It's

    the same. It's

    fine. Oh, okay. I didn't know if that if that was okay or not to

    so it when I'm hearing you I'm hearing this happens and I'm trying and I'm wondering if it's okay if and I'm just going to right now say blend. Just allow your imagination to receive and you can direct your imagination as well. And so I can direct my imagination right now to allow me to envision a swirl outside my window. And then I'm there and I release and the Swaro says hello. How are you? And so that's how it is. It's a dialogue. It's a dance back and forth and your imagination is the palette that explains what you're envisioning. So if you're sitting underwater, taking your safety stop, of course at 15, not 25 feet. It's kidding from scuba diving. Night. So you're sitting underwater, and you're there and you expand and asked to see the tree. And you remember that sacred cedar and you're there if you can, if you allow this to happen what will happen is your underwater and your sacred circle and your cedar tree will all start doing this together. And then as you go into the tree and asked to be taken to the upper world, a portal will open and you'll go into the upper world to the lower world. The portal will open you'll probably pass back through the ocean and go into another dimension. So the if you if you just take the whole idea of who's in charge and just get rid of it. Then everything changes and you'll be really flowing. Okay, Kayla. Oh go ahead Jackie.

    That's okay. Kayla had a question. I have another question but

    I think she actually has a comment for you because she's pretty experienced.

    Um, I'm just curious. Um, I've not experienced other than I think it was Kate who mentioned the waterfall or not the the wave and then somebody else mentioned a waterfall I think but um if you start out underwater because one of my circles that I end up is in water and I don't know why but um Jackie mentioned the seaweed, wood coral, the A C tree that one could explore I mean, not to discount merging the cedar and everything should be my Yeah, little world has expanded far beyond what it was was like in real life before they actually tore it down. But, um, I just when I heard the ocean and her trying to, you know, make a tree into it. I was thinking I wouldn't coral do the same thing. And I wondered if maybe the power animal was an underwater animal and maybe going out of water. I don't know.

    Let's just take all of that and go off. Okay, as we don't want to add more injection into her imagination.

    Fair enough.

    Go ahead, Jackie.

    So the other thing that happens to me is that I have always not been able to imagine things in picture form that not a lot of pictures come to me except that except the animals except when I'm trying to do my power animal. But like I said, when I'm with my tree i i can see just all I actually can see animals. But most of the time, my images don't come in words or pictures. They come in feeling a sense, just a sense or a feeling I when I try to conjure up when I try to conjure up a picture, everything's just blank and and I'm not also getting that feeling. But when I am able to relax into things. It's an osmosis. It's not it's not strong images. Or words. It's a vibrational.

    Right? Yes, and as if if you do do the animal thing, what will happen is, you will learn to translate the image the feeling into language so you can communicate the information that you're receiving, you can translate it into a communication to somebody else. The shamans job is to take the information however they receive it and communicate it to the person who's asked them to ask for help in a way the person understands. So we've actually got a really big job. We're translators. We're like United Nations translators. We're receiving stuff we're trying to understand what the hell did that just happen? Who What What did you say? And we will get your bla bla bla it's a big job and knowing how you receive is primary to figuring out how you're going to translate that into something that makes sense to somebody else.

    Yeah. The spirits we're talking about something visual I got. Exactly. Yeah. So I can't remember when we did lesson or when I did some practice lessons. But I suddenly got I think Spirit uses my bank of information of my visual bank to give me messages. And I suddenly got I recently seen a Spider Man movie where he breaks in spiders. I love you to Gwen. And all I saw was I love you popped up with the animal they're all trying to talk to me and I just got this image of I love you. And I realized that was spirit talking to me directly, but it was using my bank of that right color. They're using your bank of information.

    Yeah. Do you use your whatever you know, as a library they can draw upon to try to communicate to you and I can't tell you

    give me that message directly, which was just I just thought that's pretty cool.

    Yes, there are people whose power animals or cartoon characters work just fine. Yes, exactly. So if I am working with a client and the spirit, let's say I've got some more rainforest shaman comes in and he wants to describe an herb. And finally he just goes like this. There's no way I'll just do it energetically. She'll never know what I'm talking about. Because I don't know my rainforest herbs right. But I love this. I'll just do it energetically. Okay, let's go to Pat mix.

    Good. Well, I also did the the three worlds class over the weekend, and I really enjoyed it.

    One second. Just one quick second. Jackie, you did not do the three worlds you just repeated the sacred tree. You have access to the three worlds under your name Carolyn Lucas. Are you Carolyn Lucas? On our site?

    No, I'm Jackie Lucas.

    Are you sure you're registered as Jackie Lucas?

    Interesting.

    I just get on it. And I go to my course or something like that. And I know that notice my name we're going

    to do this differently after class. So I'm not taking the time but you help. I'm telling you that the three worlds is available to you and that you should do that.

    Thank you. Okay, Pat, back to you. Okay, laundry was a three worlds sacred tree on demand class. Yes. Okay. Yeah. And I really enjoyed it. And I have a lot of the same kind of doubts that but I think Jackie was talking about and I've experienced this so many times. I'm just I'm more relaxed about it. I'm not sure my power animal is really a black leopard, but I'm not going to worry about it. I think it's okay for now after hearing what Carla said. And I'm forgetting which drinks we did last week in which were in the class but there was one about the spa day. Going on a spa day. That was fantastic. I love that

    that's in the three worlds course it's my favorite. Yeah.

    And I met a teacher in the upper world and that was also pretty surprising and amazing. I those times when I really know I'm receiving something and understanding it is really nice. And I And when I asked that teacher like who are you and where are you from? I don't hear words, either. I just get a feeling that I put into words, and I write it down. So that helps to the act of writing the journey down. Mm hmm. Yeah, it really really helps.

    Oh, another thing you can try as you get more experience is speaking the journey out loud. Yeah. And you there's a an app called otter OTT e AR dot A i i think you can do a version of it cheap for if you're just doing little. It's my use. It's the most important app I have now. Otter ay ay. And I paid $99 a year for it the best money I've spent. I write everything I do. Now. I'm recording it on otter at the same time. And it's translating it for me into the language and just saying, so if I speak my journey out loud, it gets transcribed. Ah, my fingers feel good.

    Okay, I've always just use my phone the memo function on my phone and I have to go back and write it down. Right?

    This avoids that. Yes.

    How's it spelt unclutter as

    in swimming? Oh t t, e r.ay. Ay. Okay. Oh, yeah. Thank you. It's the best. Okay, Otter, I need a free year for that advertisement. Thank you. Jennifer sacks we did not see you in class last time. Welcome. Welcome. Welcome, darling.

    Hi. Hi. Good morning. Um, I am actually still playing catch up. However, I part of the work that I do do is journaling for other people. And so I'm I'm doing that I did that yesterday, over the weekend. Um, but I can I bring up a journey that I did that I believe. I think pretty much always I'm blending the worlds.

    Yes, that's

    great. So there was one that was really surprising. And I met a teacher that I didn't anticipate, and Morgan le Fay more Gannett or has been a lot more gay. Oh, that was really interesting. And that was one of the it reminded me of when I was first learning when I was very like, Ooh, I don't know if this is right. I don't know if you're cool and asking a lot of questions. Because I know her history is very back and forth. She can be like this like dark, feminine, insidious person or this nurturing, loving mothering feminine figure. Which was really cool because then for me when I was learning because a lot of animals have been coming in and power animals have been coming in also, and a lot of birds dragons, it's all like this like Arthurian stuff. Snakes, big snakes lately, have been coming back in and and then recently I saw myself frustrated feel feeling very internally just electric, like hearing a call for something and not sure where to go and not sure where to put that energy and then I saw duck like sitting on calm water. And then that duck became basically me. My perspective was its eyes in sort of very big Well, of like, like bricks, kind of all around like old bricks. And I realized that the call was my voice being echoed back to me.

    Oh, these bricks. And I

    was like, Well fuck, because I have a lot of work to do,

    too. But

    I don't know if the main the biggest thing that I got was to kind of really sit almost like this, like sitting with myself and reconnecting these parts. Especially with the Morgan character, archetype and kind of weaving together these sort of fragmented pieces and stories so that they make more sense in a fluid way. So then, when I do feel that energy, I know exactly where to go, rather than it bouncing back. To me. This is so I don't know if that was the assignment at all, but that was something.

    The assignment was simply to work with journeying and meeting teachers to become more comfortable with the whole business. And your illustration is as we're doing this, we're discovering where our strengths are, how we listen, how we connect and developing our individuel. lenses for how we work with non ordinary reality so we can get out of our own way and listen to the animals next time. Okay, perfect. In other words, perfect. Welcome back. Karen. We missed you for 30 seconds.

    Yes, thank you, Kayla. I

    was playing catch up with many many other things that I neglected during my oh you might have cancer in your head episode. So I didn't do anything additional to what we did

    last week, okay. Um, trying to think if there's anything I could bring from that.

    I did get someone other than my power animal for one of our journeys that we did that wanted me to experience the feeling of flying and

    just remembering what it's like when my body can do that sort of thing. But I'm not sure how that ties into what you're doing.

    That's all good. Thank you. Patty, have you anything you'd like to share?

    Oh, I did some other healing journeys and I just like to come here to remind my you know, get some good practice and some stuff that I just don't practice and rarely and it's always good to get back to, you know, communication, doing other things with it, so that's fine.

    Patti is likely to be a guest in all of our practice circles. Because Patti is dedicated like nobody's business. I try. Patti. If Patti had a you know, we all get one word. You know, maybe maybe, you know, you've got one word that you can write on your little name card, and it isn't your name. Patty's Patty's name board is dedicated. And as you get to know her, you'll find out how valuable that is. I don't know what my word is. Probably, huh. All right, we're gonna do a journey. And our journey is going to be to go into our sacred tree and ask our sacred tree to allow us how our power animal may join us inside our sacred tree. And then we're going to ask our power animal to take us through the sacred tree to another dimension, which is likely to be the upper world or the lower world which means you're likely to go away our PI or weighed down low. But as we heard from Kate, likely doesn't mean absolutely. The key thing is, we're going to ask our power animal to take us into another dimension to meet the teacher, who will be forming together a triad power animal, power animal, tree, I could do it. Power animal tree teacher triad of spirits that you can depend upon as you are doing animal communication work. So you need the three legs of the stool. We have tree we have power animal now we get teacher and your job is to meet this teacher, find out who they are. Tell me about yourself. And then tell me why you and me. So you've got a three part intention to this journey. The first is to enter your tree, connect with your power animal and state your request to go to another dimension to meet the teacher who will form the third leg of our spiritual tree spiritual triad for working with animals. Into the tree, connecting with power animal, please introduce me take me to another dimension to introduce me to the teacher. And together we will create the triad then push off you go you meet the teacher, you spend time acknowledging them, thanking them and asking them to tell you about who they are. polite people always ask about the other person before they start blurting about themselves. And then ask the teacher to explain why they have chosen us so that you can become confident in your relationship. And finally, to close, is there anything I can do for you in my ordinary reality life? You know, like I have one teacher I have to set out chicken and cornbread cornbread. You don't know that. There may be no answer to that. But it's nice to ask. Giving offerings to teachers is old school and important. Yes, Kate.

    I want to ask I have got a main power animal who presented themselves very, very early on when I started practicing, but when I did this, when I did this work with you in this course. Squirrel turned up

    okay squirrel

    because when I was doing the other stuff over the weekend and stuff like that, it was my main power animal kept turning up.

    So when you enter the tree, ask for the power animal or plural, who will be guiding you through to meet the teacher. Understand that every spirit we meet that's a compassionate being can show up at any time to lend support. And when we're doing the strongest work we call 1000s of compassionate spirits to lend their power.

    Because when at one point during the weekend, my power animal gotten ushered in to introduce another power animal which was Wallaby. So that was very interesting. So there's something about other things are coming in quite clearly. But I don't know what specifically for this but I will see what turns up and see if they're all supposed to be joining in.

    Yeah, so you go into the tree tree spirit. Please connect me to the the power animal who will guide me through the dimensions to the teacher. I will be working with as I work with animals. Thank you. Yeah. So I actually don't have a lead power animal. I have three who are who take turns at that. But I have a lead teacher, grandmother sunflower. She is lob Basa. She is absolutely involved in everything. I'd like you to go meet your lead teacher drum beats up. original sound is on check check check preflight check.

    Begin

    at your sacred tree. Connect and enter the tree asked for the power animal who will guide you. Go through the dimensions with power animal to meet the number one teacher that you will be working with for the next five weeks. Introduce yourself and ask about them. Without ask why me? Then ask is there a gift I can give you and thank them for your connection. And at the callback beat reverse your steps and come back into your bones

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    what We well Well whoo Whoo. Ba ba

    welcome home

    this circle is actually a one hour circle. And so even though we haven't checked in, I am going to formally close the circle so that those people who have to leave can leave and not be walking out a circle. So thank you spirits. For all of this. I asked you to return to the teacher that you met and establish a number you know continue to develop your relationship so that when we go to start connecting to animals in doing animal communication on Wednesday, your team is in place

    okay

    as above, so below as within so without we thank you spirits for our connection and our strength together. And feel I'm going to keep the thing open so we can share but feel free to use our discussion list to chat about your journeys and ask questions of each other you know go as far and as deep and conversational as you like on our discussion list. Okay, circle is closed, and we can continue our discussion with anyone who'd like to buy Kate

    she who'd like to share

    Oh, sure. Okay. Yeah, I should leave really soon. I I was a little concerned with my power animal took me a long way over the over these snowy mountains and I thought I don't want to go to snowy mountains, but we kept going. And I saw a place that was a little clearing that was nice and warm and green and so forth. And that's where the teacher was. I was um, she was an older woman who looked kind of like she may have been native to South America or something. I'm not sure. And I think she had helpers there. She had other maybe she had her own helpers living around there. Like there was a stream and I think there were some animals and I was just surprised because I didn't expect to meet more than one thing more than one being and I asked her I asked her what gift May I give you? What can I do for you and I got a paper grocery bag full of potting soil. And I said I'm not sure what that means. I'm thinking about it to anything else. And I got to think about it, let it develop. I thought well there's I can put some soil in a pot and put some pretty things in it and see what happens later. Maybe there's a plant that's going to grow. And right now everything's frozen solid here. So it might be a couple of months I guess my impression was I was a little feeling like I wasn't real attracted to this teacher, but I know enough now that just to go with it for now, even though I had some doubts, and I'm I assume that she may morph a little bit as time goes on. I guess I want to ask is that okay?

    Totally. Okay, these are ancient goddesses. Oh my god. So many forms.

    Well, she seemed pretty ancient.

    Yeah, we're dealing with big stuff here. Okay. And every vision every iteration is another expression.

    Okay, thank you.

    Where are we are we have opened the door to the Encyclopedia of everything. Good luck. Okay, wait a second. I gotta pick up Yummy yummy. Suppose because the yam yams he wants to be on screen time. No, okay. He'd be shy boy. Who's next? I can go next.

    Okay, great.

    Thank you. I am I met up with my main power animal, but a little Bluetooth turned up. And I said are you and that was to show me the way so the Bluetooth was showing me the way and it flew up into the air. And me and my plan was followed by the Bluetooth is important because you can't get there without it. So up up up into the sky and the clouds. And it was interesting. It ended up being really big had been really small, really big sitting on a fence with some barbed wire. Behind it was a actually was something that kept changing. You know what the screen looks like a kind of wavy picture of monk. It wasn't even as clear as that it didn't look unhappy. But it was this waving. It was a woman waving, morphing, not clear like, like you I'm not very clear. So I said, What's your name? And she said, I have no name. And I said, Well, what's that? And he said, That's my name, no name. Great. And I sit here I use a very old very, very old. I go everywhere and I see everything which is really cool. And why me because you're

    oh honey.

    She said I'm best with insects. And birds, but I can do them all. But

    I'm getting chills hearing you. Sorry. I'm getting chills hearing you.

    And I said I asked kind of general why's this Bob go ahead and that was a signal to say that animals can bite you. They can have a thing and a bite. That was what Be careful. I think that was a message. And then I said What can I do for you and was to look at the sky and say thank you to the birds. So that was really beautiful. So yeah, I'm sure it will morph into bigger and more and more and more than this, you know, I will be sharing whatever needs to be shown at the time. So anyway, I'm interested to hear what the insects say. That'll be interesting.

    Yeah, yeah.

    Thank you very much. It was incredible. Thank you, Carla. Happiness.

    I have to go nails. Thank you,

    girl. Okay, bye. Anyone else need to go next because they've got time constraints. Jackie

    There we go. Yeah, so I can stay as late as 11 and then I would have to leave Oh, me too, but okay, my um you know, nothing was really coming to me regarding my power animal and then all of a sudden bear arrived again, just all I could see was bears face. And I said really? I just conjuring you and then he grabbed me and did this huge leap up the tree into the stars. And I was like, I'm supposed to meet my teacher, and I'm looking at stars perfect and I said, Where's my teacher? And it took what seemed like a long time, but this one star then burst into this very old fairy. And she

    Starlight did my heart and embraced me. And we merged and then they're covered all of us and we went tumbling down and splashed into water.

    And she became this silver star that just melted. In the water and just a Silver Streak. And I didn't get an answer to you know, why me? Her name was Louise. And I wonder how much I know that Karen had a loo or yellow and I thought well, I wonder if that said and by the way, this fairy looks a lot like an old fairy I have hanging in my kitchen. So there's the imagination and the you know. Probably the only reason why I could visualize to because I usually don't get pictures.

    See this is great because now you're learning to use your memory to conjure an image and the spirits Zelle that you've allowed that to be true. The spirits will be able to go through that your old magazines and find the right pictures to cut out and stick on your face to communicate to you. Consider your imagination, a visioning board and everything you've ever experienced as the materials that the spirits can use to grab from the stick on your visioning board. Okay, and understand that everything in a journey as a metaphor, so you don't have to worry about anything being literal. It isn't

    I asked her what she wanted. And here again, she said cake and right before this class, I was signing a birthday card and and I said really a cake because the birthday card had a cake on it and she just said well, I like sweets. Nice so all sweets. So

    this is very good and very happy. Thank you Karen I see your hand moving to your microphone. Good.

    Yes. So I don't know mine. I don't know what to make of mine. So I'll just start with before. Right before class, I was having to plug something in and I found this pile of white feathers on the floor. Really? I don't know why it was there. I have nothing around here that would have that. So anyway, so when I when I journeyed I'm I'm not a religious person. I really actually know very little about religion. But I had it well I had lots of people come forward. And I kept asking who was my main teacher? And then Samuel came on. They said are you my main teacher? And then Mother Mary showed up? And I said, Are you my main teacher? And then Jesus showed up and so it was just these are the words that that were said to me just because I anyway, so he's he was saying love guidance, strains, compassion, teaching that he said to help me become expand my purpose, a great calling to share and I must and I need to trust. We are here to help and it just kept saying listen to your angels listen to your angels a lot. And which again, I really don't know a lot about that. And he just kept repeating we are here just over and over and over again and saying, you know, trust us we are forming a bond and journey together. To to teach what what needs what I need to know for my highest purpose. And I have a great calling that I must follow and I need to listen and that we will need again and trust that it will come and when I was writing on the paper but paper I ran out of space and I flipped it and then all these white feathers flew out of my notebook and I don't know where they came from. So I don't so mine is like nothing like anybody else's. So I don't know. I don't know it just is.

    Yours is huge. Yours is that when were there people talk about when they received their calling, when they were when they were made aware of when the gateway opened the manifestations of physical feathers is incredibly big. Really, really, really really big. Okay, for practical purposes for the purposes of this class, you only need to worry about not worry. You only need to call upon the power animal and just work directly with them. Because this whole team of these guiding spirits is the third spirit is the teacher. So your intention you're focused on laser on the power animal Okay, what did that dog just say? Power animal way you just say what he said. Because we're going to be into practical real soon here. Your power animal will be your guide and the gateway that you're opening for your life for your soul, big and I'm really grateful it happened here.

    Well, I'm hoping more information comes because I'm not exactly sure what my purpose is to be. Exactly.

    None of us is. That isn't a known thing. We just put one foot in front of the other and we ask spirits to help us every day be the best we can be and be of service and useful. That's it. Okay, and you can do that in the context of any life job you choose. Be a grocery store clerk to lawyer of a big corporation doesn't matter. If you say to the spirits, I wish to be useful and stand in compassion. That's it. Okay, that's all you need to know. Thank God because you know, we get this whole career paths thing confused with modern man. Thank you. You're welcome. Kayla,

    I feel like I have to go after Karen because there were some similarities there. I didn't get to finish the physical manifestation but I merged with my regular power animal. He's the one who came and we went up the tree and it was just up above and you know, branch and branch and branch and up and up and up. And basically came out on what looks like heaven. And you know, fluffy clouds on the clouds. And off to this side. I actually saw like a scene from a feature to where the angels are actually like chickens or something. But then over here, like St. Peter at his podium, I love it. And I don't typically work with Christian iconography. Um, so it was kind of like, I was kind of resistant at first I'm like, really, you know, and, and why say Peter, I mean, it didn't even make any sense to me. So I'm like, you know, tell me about you. And instead of telling me, like, my power animal was still kind of merged with me from the tree, and the power animal basically leaped both of us. So we're all merged and merge one

    Peter. Yeah. Official greeter.

    So once were merged, I am feeling this deep, deep knowledge I mean, stone like stone is what went in my mind. Like not necessarily stone tablets, but just this idea of this extremely deep, ancient grounded knowledge. And the groundedness was what came through. And you know, I said why me basically, and he said something to the effect of I'm going to help keep you grounded, so that you can finally start moving one foot in front of the other and move forward with this in ways you haven't been able to in the past. And they said, this will help you, you know, basically start on your journey and he said that he's only going to, he probably will only be here like during this finite period to get that baseline established, basically. And then I can move on to other things. Um, you know, we kind of danced around for a little while and floated and I was kind of joking about, well, maybe I need to get some angel's wings, since I'm up here. He's like, Oh, please, really. Um, you know, and there were a couple of times where I'm like, shouldn't I be getting back and he's like, no, no, you've got time, you know, and we really kind of hung out. And finally he's like, yeah, go ahead and go back, but you were still drumming and I was like, okay, you know, so I just kind of hung out in the middle world, my power animals stuff, and then it's like, oh, yeah, I forgot to ask him. You know what I could give him and I kind of like build up the tree. It's like, hey, you know, and he's like, pray and I'm like, okay, you know, I'm kind of like, you know, my version of prayer isn't what most people do and he's like, whatever, you know, it's fine. And, and see threw down a feather from Oh, it was a big, long whitish Gray, almost like an angel wings. Feather, you know, and it didn't manifest physically but he threw me down a feather. So Christian iconography and feathers so

    and the session I did this morning just before this one, I mean, like I closed and then open this within one minute. Russian Christian iconography all over it. Very cool. Yeah, me You're ruining the sofa.

    Oh,

    Jennifer. Oh god, he's got his new catnip toy.

    Hi. I'm sorry. I was trying to write everything down really fast before talking. Um, how's your self?

    My self is being destroyed. Oh, no. Hang on. Thank you. Yes, Jennifer. Um,

    this was fun. Um, I went back to a tree that I had recently moved away from and the whole space was like a family property that no longer is. So it was interesting because at first, I was being asked to help lend some like, good vibe, some healing energy to the space and even to the tree and everything that's going on. Because I think it's going to be developed and it used to be such a safe haven so I it took some time to do that. And as I was doing that, I noticed this like lavender seed kind of thing. That was like in the ground it was buried in the center of the the yard and the closer I looked, was like X ray vision. I'm like looking through the dirt. And it was like it was almost like a Pompeii and figure of a woman sort of asleep and RAM cane. So that was my power animal for this and I don't usually work with Ram. So that was pretty cool. Felt very strong. And we unearthed her. And she woke up in kind of a fright, and she had a sword and she stabbed ran through his left lung, which indicated to me a lot of grief in this feminine energy. And so I was he immediately was healed, but like also surprised by what what was that? And she was on the other side of us and put her sword down and was crying and I had to go to her and help her and see that there. was so much grief. And I had to it was interesting, because the first thing I started saying was that you didn't fail. And she cried more. And eventually, after a little bit, it was she was better and she was crying but I didn't want to leave her alone in order to continue. So I asked if I could leave my friend RAM or its company for her. And she looked at me and she was like, Can I come with you? And I kind of checked it and making sure she was cool and that she was cool. So then it was like the Wizard of Oz. It was me and her and RAM going to go into the tree and I at first I started to be like how do I get in? And then someone was like reminding me to breathe like lungs were coming up again and I took a deep breath and it kind of opened like curtains and we walked in and it was dark. And then someone there was like a tree spirit, but it was kind of like a fox. And he lit an oil lamp. And the light kind of went up and he was like Hello. Like finally. And he had like these little glasses. Oh great. And it was cute. It was it was fun. It felt really cool. And he I confirmed with him that he was taking us to who we were looking for. And just to like kind of solidify my trust. He sort of pulled off the top of his head where his like ears or whatever it would be and kind of put it down so it was a hat. And it was like this white, cosmic sparkly light just kind of coming out and it was like, it was like the Milky Way It was or like the northern lights but it was oh I and beautiful and I was like this is so cool. And so he's like come on. So we were all like excited and then going up like this spiral staircase. It was dark except for the his light and his other light. And as we went up, we ended up seeing or I saw a reindeer that was kind of carrying this light also and it just washed around and then we ended up in this was almost like Siberian white snow and there was a reindeer and a man with a giant man's like hand on the the forehead of the reindeer like petting it. And I just remember feeling so excited. Like oh my god, this is so cool and trying to not plant the seed that it could be Santa, my head and the picture kind of opened up and it was this huge Russian dude whose name I didn't quite catch because the time was starting to to diminish. But there was an agreement that I was going to come back to yes for this space the tree and to talk with him more. But before we came back or I came back he's so fucking cool. He he he touched this woman who I started calling Helen there was like some Helen of Troy. Oh, she was still with you. Yeah. Oh, good. All three of us were there and she was there. We were all just like, whoa. It was like a cartoon. And he put one of his giant hands on the back between her shoulder blades. She turned and she she just turned into an eagle. And it was like super joyful. Like there was a lot of joy.

    And then she was just this huge eagle flying around like three and excited. And then he helped the ram with his posture. And he was excited because all of a sudden he felt very, like strong again. And he did something for me, but I can't remember what it was. Um, and yeah, it was kind of a quick like trying to figure out what I could do How can reciprocate and then really, it just kind of came down to like, I'll be back so that we can continue this. So yeah, that was that was really cool. It was fun because with this, this was a lot of joyful happy, fun energy and whatever this place is this like ranch of some sort. He takes care of a lot of animals, a lot of animals and everything about him. His presence makes you feel happy and excited. Like he's just like very light and fun. Like funny. There's a lot of humor, which was

    cool. Gratitude, so much gratitude. Great and I love the what the transition visions that you gave are very instructional for me and I appreciate that. Thank you with the fox and yeah, big. I'm gonna journey into your journey and go meet this man.

    Cool, because let me know what you think. Yeah, awesome.

    Well, you know the eight years ago or so out remember, grandmother sunflower said a lady is coming. I said okay. And then a lady named Joanna showed up and asked she said she wanted to take my classes and she was absolutely dead flat broke dead flat broke. And grandmother's never said this before but she said teach her everything you know, and never ask for a cent. She's never done that before because generally the the spirits will give the person the money and then there's a this money exchange. So if somebody wants to study then the money comes to them and, and so I'm not hungry, right? That's not how this worked. And turns out that she is Polish with Severian ancestry and a Siberian grandmother teacher was trying to get her to the door to remove relearn all the Forgotten knowledge. And she's a dynamo. She's capable of doing her own website or own marketing and creating her own classes and holding the space she can do what I do, right? Almost no one who comes has the skill set to be able to put it all together to put it out there right that's it's kind of a rare skill set package to be able to do the presentation of it, but she's got that and I taught her everything I know. She went through all my classes three times. And now she's the same. She is the European instructor of spirit healer school, and she is recalling restoring Siberian shamanic wisdom, which is really important. To be brought back into the world and you two need to connect.

    Now there was some Siberian at one point there was like, it looked like very old because I asked him how long he had been there. And numbers were shuffling. And I'm not sure that I'm totally clear yet but something around 2000 years he was saying and then there was like some drawing. But um, yeah, it'd be cool.

    Very cool. So welcome aboard. Thank you know there's a reason your dad has been completely devoted to the school and can rarely even come to class. But he got that he senses it. He knows. There's there is a there is a recovery of knowledge that's going on in our community. And I'm really, really grateful you're here.

    thanking me too. Yeah.

    And now Joanna is an instructor she's teaching the next main course, which is on ancestors. So she's cool. She's been teaching for the school now in in Europe, constantly, but in on the American side of it. She teaches maybe three classes a year. Nice Nice, great, awesome. Yeah. It's great. And she will inherit the school when I retire. Yay. So thank you, Donna, you're probably asleep. Do you have anything you'd want to say? Or we're gonna close? We're closing we're finally we're. She's asleep. Okay. Everybody, I love you. I will see you Wednesday.

    Thank you, Carla.

    Thank you. Bye. Bye.

    Is it Wednesday or Thursday? Sorry.

    Oh, sorry, Thursday. Okay. Times thank you for correcting it. 11am Pacific Time, Thursday. I took two days off this weekend. I'm gone. My brain is like mush. I have to reconfigure everything.

    So Carla, I should I should get online and see what name is under

    you. Just if you just stay on with me. We'll do it together. Okay. Okay. All right. Bye, you guys. Bye everybody.

    recording stopped

    and Donna's gone. So I'm just gonna put her in the waiting room. Okay. So darling. Let me share screen

    once one second. Okay, screen share.

    It's not working. That one's not working. Stop share. Let me just make sure I don't have extras. I do this I'm gonna I'm gonna be staring up instead of out you I apologize for that. I just need to get my screen share trip together. How do I get all these stupid windows open?

    My zoom won't even work with any other window open.

    You know, I complain that I don't have enough gigs on this thing but here's the reality. I have plenty of gigs. I'm just a SLUB Okay, I am going to pull up there you go share. Now you can see my screen of the back end of my website. I'm going to go to visit site. So it becomes the front end of the website. This is familiar to you. Yes.

    Yes. Okay, my dashboard. That's what I Yeah.

    Okay, I am going to go into the backend and the first thing I'm going to do is make sure that I can find you as a user. So I'm going to look up Lucas see how many Lucas's are here are in my circle? Just one are you Lucas Carolyn at Outlook?

    No, no. Ah interesting. I am Jackie and my email is Ridgeview alpacas@comcast.net. That's an ask.

    Put it back. Yeah. Uh huh.

    Uh huh. Your username is okay. There you are at it. I see. You know, okay. Okay, great

    because your username is Ridgeview alpacas fine. Now I'm going to go to Courses and I'm going to make sure that you are in the correct that your this course is something that you have access to.

    You've got sacred roots, right. Don't know that. You have three worlds so I'm going to make sure you do.

    Yeah, I did not see anything. But sacred routes. Okay. There you are. And you are enrolled

    in sacred roots.

    Tele i Well, I was enrolled in sacred words. It was the three worlds that wasn't

    Oh, yeah, three. I'm sorry. We're new are now enrolled in three worlds. Oh,

    okay. Okay. I think I only pay $39 not 49

    Don't worry about it. I just enrolled you.

    Okay,

    I just did Don't you know, take it. Don't worry about Okay. Okay. Well, thank you. Sure. Yeah. So that way you've got access to it and you can do the three world exercises and all that stuff.

    I appreciate it. Thank you.

    Yeah, you did not have access to it because I'm giving that as part of the package to the people who have taken are in the in the shamanic Animal class. And you aren't in the whole thing so you didn't get the automatically enrolled in the way the my back end. Works is tedious, and complicated and delightful. I have a membership for this course. And when a person registers for the entire course then they get all these booklets added on into their my dashboard. And since you hadn't done that you didn't have the book book added on and it's to give you this I had to hand enroll you. Okay. Okay. Thank you, Carla. If I don't keep up with being in the backend, I lose all my memory of how to do it and

    it's so complicated. Oh geez.

    Well, you saw my computer skills last time. Not good.

    It's a miracle to me that anybody like us does any of this. You know, because we this is not a skill set of a shamanic person. It just isn't that we do it at all. We should be really grateful that we have enough capacity to even be on the stupid zoom. We should be grateful.

    Well, thank you and I do look forward to when you teach this again.

    It may not be for a year