So for example, the types of things that I'm having to do. And I would be any way as my business grows, is, is having my, my assistant, read my emails and screen them for me. And my mice isn't responding as needed. So that, you know, I only get a few of the emails. I'm moving away from doing certain things on social media, and automating things as much as I can. I may get someone to help me with my Instagram DMS. Because that can be a minefield, because it's very easy to send a DM, right. And the trolls are sneaky. Motherfuckers. So the trolls, this is what they do is that they will send you a message and the message will start, hey, oh my God, I'm such a fan. Your work is so important. I just love it when you did this and this. And so then they get your reading because you're like, oh, it's not from a troll. And then they'll be like, I just wish he wasn't such a fat bastard. And then they'll start going into abuse. But like abuse, which is not overtly, you know, they're not like, Fuck you, you need to die. It's more like subtle. So it's like gaslighting, you're questioning yourself. Like, are they trying to be a dick? You know, you know, if someone came up to me was like, Oh, you have such a beautiful face. And you'd be like, Why? What's wrong with my body? You know, like that type of thing. But you know, more extreme. And so they're tricky is that they try to get you to read, because they know if they start a sentence like fuck you is straight, delete and block. So, yeah, also, already on my YouTube channel, everything is like lockdown. So you can't like videos, you can't comment on my videos, because that's where a lot of the trolls hang out. Anyway, so this came to a head on Friday, last week, and today is Wednesday. And I noticed over the weekend, I had the voice of this troll, this guy who made the video I had his voice in my head. Like he was watching me. So if I ate something, it's I could hear in my head, the types of things that he might be saying in that moment. Whatever I was doing, I could imagine the types of things that he was saying. Or even if I was doing things that I knew that he would theoretically approve of him saying, Oh, you're only doing this for show or you're only you're not doing it well enough. I'm on my own by the way, there's there's no one there to do a show but it was in my head of imagining him what he would be saying. You know what, when I looked in the mirror what he would be saying, this is powerful stuff. This is powerful stuff. Living in a in a world and getting those messages it is not okay to be fat is powerful. And this is this is how it affected me, me someone who is doing this work all the time. So I'm always thinking about it. How is it affecting you, or someone who is not doing the work all the time, who's whose job, it's not to do this, who's you know, you just, you're not a fan activist. If someone said something like this guy said, and I didn't even listen to his video, I just, I kind of knew what the content of the video because of the, the emails that the email addresses that people were putting in, you know, in my system. So, luckily, because I've done the work around my body, I'm able to rebound a lot quicker. And be like, Oh, wow, that trolls voice is in my head, as I eat my dinner. Wow, that must have really affected me. Hmm, isn't that interesting? Versus in the past when I when I hated myself say if, you know, someone had said something, it might have sent me into a big spiral or, or might have made me think, yeah, I should lose way and yeah, XYZ, whatever they could have said. And that's, that's totally expected. If someone is cruel to you, it's okay, and is expected for you to have a response to that. And if the response is spiraling or feeling really, really shit for a while, that's all pretty normal, right?