Yes. And then on top of blaming, you're the child like, it's your fault. You are the reason why it happened to you. This is your problem. And it's like, no, like, what, eight-year-old, what four-year-old wants to see their parents arguing, fighting, you know? Multiple men coming into their safe space, these men who claim to say that they care for you and love you, and they want they want to be your protectors, then come and just harm you and then sexually harass you, like no child wants that. And then I think when my epilepsy, it just made me not care, that I was going to be like, all of this is happening because of all of the traumatic experiences that I went through as a kid. It's all coming up now. And you guys are going to hear regardless of you like it or not, like I'm just going to tell I'm just going to speak it and if you guys don't want it, then believe me, then it's that's all on you. But it's gonna be for the better of my health. Yeah, it's gonna be better for the state of my mind, you know, and if other people in my community of my cousins or you know, family, friends hear about it, and maybe something happened to them, then they can speak up about it, too.