And he was like, it's nothing. And like, I knew it was something. So we talked a little bit back and forth. And, you know, I urged him, you know, I saw you put something in your pocket, take it out right now. So after a little bit of back and forth, he did, he took it out and threw it on the floor, and it was an e cigarette. So he had thought I left you know, because I had said goodbye. But anyway, I turned around, and then I saw that and we had a conversation. And I could tell instantly that he was very disappointed in himself. And he was just he was really nervous. I knew that he felt like he had let me down. You know, I said, What do you do? What are you doing with this? You know, where did you get it? And he said, a friend from school gave it to me. And I don't know why I'm doing it. I know. It's stupid. I know, kids are dying because of this. And I know it's not right. And I'm sorry. I was like okay, yeah, so you know, I just told him you cannot go to the scrimmage football game. Because I was parenting you know, I was parenting him. Except he got in trouble. We did not argue or raise our voices in any manner. And he had not been in trouble previously. So it wasn't honestly a super big deal at the time. I just I knew we talked through it. And so I of course took the e cigarette away. And I I just figured we would finish talking about it later and work through it. And all would be all would be well and all would be normal. That is not what happened. As I was gone. I took me 30 minutes to arrive at the barn where my daughter took lessons. Once I got there, I called my husband and I said you'll never believe what happened. And I told him he's like, wow, that's okay. And I said, Can you call him and talk to him? And he said, Yeah, sure. And as soon as I hung up the phone with my husband, I just had this very, very, very strong feeling. If he calls me right back, that means Caleb didn't answer and if Caleb didn't answer something as well. And my husband called me immediately right back. And I was like, oh, no, you know, something's wrong. Of course, my husband thinks I'm panicking. And there's nothing wrong. And so anyway, we went back and forth with that for quite a little bit. I continued on my walk and listening to my podcasts and trying to call Caleb text him over and over my husband you know, like I said, he thought everything was fine, but I knew something was was really wrong. So I kind of got to a breaking point where I was like, Okay, I just need to go get Sammy and I need to drive home because this Just Something's just not right. I even had the idea in my head of calling a friend to go to my house and check on him, which I'm really glad I didn't do. But anyway, my husband and I talked on the phone the entire way that as he was driving home, and when he got home, his car was there, Caleb's car was there. Now, I knew that if his car was there, it wasn't good. But my husband thought it his car is there, everything's fine. So we were really our eye set on what we were feeling and kind of dealing with. And so, of course, my husband and I get off the phone, and then they walk in the house. Said Hey, Caleb. You know, Caleb, what, what's up, buddy? Where are you? No answer. And my husband looked in his bedroom, and he was not in there. When he turned around, he could see straight in our bedroom, and Caleb was lying on the bed. And he said, Hey, buddy, what did you do? And you know, he thought he was sleeping? Sure. But the further he looked, he was just trying to understand what he was looking at. And Caleb had taken his life. And he was he was dead. And our youngest daughter, Jordan was with him. And, you know, my husband was just like, What am I looking at? What's going on in here? And yeah, so, obviously, you know, I tried calling my husband back immediately, and he didn't answer he sent me straight to voicemail. And I thought, okay, he's talking to Caleb. So I think maybe everything's okay. And then I call back again. And he said, Caleb is not okay.