And so we would go To my grandparents, which was a great delight we loved and my granddad because I think I was a bit of a handful quite energetic. Let's just put it that way. So he would get me to settle down by firstly, the buying me the book or comics, but I would read them very quickly. And so towards the end of the weekend, he would then say, Well, why don't you write me a book? And then I would write a book. How old were you? From anything from five, six years onwards, but for a long time for like 5,6,7 years, I would do this pretty much every weekend. And then I would write them faster and faster. And then he'd say what illustrate them and then if I went back again, he would say, why don't you color in all the letter ohms because clearly, just to kind of keep me away. And then at the end of the weekend, he would pay me 50 pence for each one of these books and he would keep them and so I treasure these I'm keeping them and so I think is hilariously a new it was commercially viable. And but that 50 pence did cover all my needs that week, so I knew what I needed to know that was like that would work. And, and then secondly, it, it was just kind of feeling valued and that there was something I was creating that was valued.